One word I'd use to describe myself is....

@TFPHM

Hey mate...its not nice to be unwanted...but do you know...I felt the same way before coming here...but since taking the time to follow some paths and talking to listeners...its helped heaps. Just filling mind and heart with good conversation and positive direction...wgich ive been able to identify from interacting here...allows my unwanted feeling to fade. Just thought Id share.