One word to describe my mood today is....
Still coming to terms 😢📝🙈 🤔💔
Extremely scared and sad for my fathers life he is still in the ICU
@bgdave
💗I hope you get some good news
@sunshineEmbrace53 thank you I am remaining hopeful and positive.
@bgdave
Sending positive vibes and prayers your way sweetie
@LPyMP thank you I appreciate your kindness 🙏
@bgdave
How is your father now?
I pray God gives him fast recovery ...tc
@fancySummer52 thank you I appreciate your support he is still very weak and struggling but he is doing slightly better. 🙏
@bgdave
Pray he recovers fast ...tc
@bgdave
any news ♥️🙏🏻
@sunshineEmbrace53 he has had a rough go of it since the 2nd. Saturday was a terrible day as he started to loose blood from his bum and required 4 units through out the day. They finally located the problem Saturday evening and he had surgery Sunday morning to repair the area that was bleeding so much. This morning Monday they gave him a tracheotomy since he has been on a ventilator for respiratory support so long and still requires it. We now need to locate a Long Term Acute Care hospital that will accept his AARP Medicare insurance. Insurance is such a scam.....everyone thinks they are covered for life
@bgdave
So sorry ,you and family are going through such a tough time ...hope things become better and your father recovers fast ...may God make easy for you guys
suicidallydepressed&lonely&full-of-intense-pain
@hollowman84 are you actively suicidal?
@GoodTrouble19 no. since last attempt over 2 yrs ago i havent been able to seriously try again. but im dwelling on the thought of it a lot these days. i dont believe i will do that any time soon... but it crosses my mind frequently and i keep coming back to it, like it may be the only real solution for me ultimately... i just keep imagining that it will be the inevitable conclusion. thanx 4 asking.
@hollowman84
I just wanted you to know I read your post 💗💗💗
@sunshineEmbrace53 thank you ☺️
❤️💚💙
thoughtful
calm but worried I don't know
anxious, worried and aggitated.
@MissPen
listen to the mindfulness on the training section. I'm not an expert by a long chore however if you haven't tried please take a look to see if this works 💗Xx
Misunderstood and alone.
sad,,,because its my husbands birthday and we just recently seperated after 22 years, and we are not on speaking terms, but I'm motivated to be myself and continue my independence with a peace of mind that I am safe and flourishing.
@tallVillage272
l feel your sadness. Not talking. 22 years is a long time . Send a birthday text as sometimes it can make things feel better? My life is full of would haves- should have and could haves lol sending you a hug 💗💗
Depressed want to die. Hate my life. Hate everything.........I just can't believe we are threw.......six years and u walked out the door.......called me stuipd, told me u never loved me. Crushed my heart crushed my spirit. Why why did u do this.......I love u and u throw that love on the ground and stomped all over it. Why why how could u love me and talk to me the way u did. I wasted 7 years of my life loving s man that quits runs. Why I ask u why? I k I'll never get and answer but all I can think in my head is why? I just really want to die!!!!!
@magneticAngel97
my heart goes out to you. There obviously is massive things happening here. I'm sending you love and hugs. 💗💗
@magneticAngel97 Are you suicidal?
@magneticAngel97
I am so sorry to hear about your situation. I hope that you can get through this and find someone who deserves your love and support and respect. Much love and hugs to you.
will it ever be the same again or will i keep thinking