The biggest obstacle that stands in my way right now is....

Is my Sister and trying to convince her, that I need to follow my own path. Good or bad.

My own brain

My parents who think if I break my marriage I will not be happy and will not have a good life

My mind

My lack of courage and direction.

unable to tell my feelings

knowing that the possibilities to meet new people are extremely low

My ability to stop my own self destruction.

Me and my thoughts.

My want to always feel accepted