The biggest obstacle that stands in my way right now is....

believing in myself

Getting in my own way with self pity and lonlely thoughts

My fears.

Me being a pushover and being at his feet like his clown.

Me and my ability to find problems even when they don't exist

How I feel towards myself.

resentment from feeling that I try harder to do well than everyone else.

Going to college and facing a bully.

Getting over, moving on, letting go of someone who does not show me love and respect all the time. He is emotionally abusing, lies and cheats. I keep holding onto what should, could, would be. I know he wont change for me. I know I need to LET IT GO and stop letting him take over every thought in my head. If the guy was with one of my friends Id say dump him. Being alone is better than being with him, plus him being drunk eveynight. Why cant I take my own advice?

My mind