The biggest obstacle that stands in my way right now is....
Honestly, fear of intimacy and the complexity of understanding another human being in a commited relationship
my abusive family
Me
My abusive mom and the fact that I'm forced by the government to join the army for a 3 years service....
Knowing that my dad is emotionally cheating on my mom, or has in the past few months.
Myself
My mind. Myself. My loneliness, feeling constantly over worked and under appreciated, that I give my family every last bit of me and I feel like nothing I ever do is enough. Makes me just want to high, but I'm supposed to be doing differently and better. Life just sucks. And there's never anyone who wants to listen. I don't blame them. So I just quit talking. What's the point?
@limeFig7479
Wow it's like ur in my head!
@imaginativePlum3083
Funny how that works. Least I know someone else feels the same.
@limeFig7479
It def not alone . I've had a major melt down today and spent the day crying in my bed
@imaginativePlum3083
Me to. Today hasn't been one of my strongest days
The biggest obstacle is myself!
Being underappreciated for everything. I work so hard to make the people that matter to me happy and comfortable but it seems all my efforts go unnoticed.
@diligentSailboat8324 I
My dysphoria and the distorted way I see my body