The biggest obstacle that stands in my way right now is....

My anxiety, my fear of being left all alone and not being able to connect deeply with people.

My belief in myself that i am a screw up and can not do anything right

My own frustrations esp with people/ family/ friends....

...myself.

Despondency

My inability to see myself as a capable mom, friend and wife, so hard to see my worth after a lifetime being told how worthless i was and never would amount to anything.

Severe depression depleting life force will to live hopeless endless loneliness ravaging me no hope stagnant n this stifling slump stuck in unemployment killing me stuck clueless no hope no sliver of light nonstop pain no reason to live nothing to look forward to in this loveless pointless empty fucked up worthless life im not cut out for this world wish a sniper would iust shoot me through the window and put me out of my misery euthanize me from this inescapable suffering that is killing every last rotten bit of me inside

My indecisiveness

Myself!

The need of reassurance