The biggest obstacle that stands in my way right now is....
My biggest obstacle is myself.
Not believing in myself enough
I heard "I ruined it" and "this is your fault" in my life. I have the biggest fear of ruining everything regardless of the situation. Even speaking the wrong phrase or, swinging someone's mood some how destroys me. I'm afraid I will never live a full life with the fear haunting me.
Getting distance from negative people
My gender
Moving forward and stop escaping from reality.
Learning to manage or cope with my social anxiety
Finding Happiness: my mom keeps killing my hapiness, everyday she tells me she hates me, or she wishes I was never born. Or my father was the worst man she ever met. and etc..
My self esteem and thoughts
A boy and me fighting and we never can get along never and I try to change that but when I want to change it he won't and when I don't want to change it he wants to that is my biggest obstacle