The first thing I thought this morning when I woke up was........

My first thought was that I have so many things to get done and I have zero energy.

Why did I have to wake up .

Its raining... cloudy days always get me down.

The first thing was that I have so much work to do and I'm not doing well at finishing it

How badly I didnt want to go to work. It was freezing and I had to work on the patio. It was actually a pretty decent day and I ended up having a nice conversation with this coworker I usually never speak to, and made decent money. Im happy I didnt call out because of my anxiety.

How can I still be tired.

How alone and confused I felt. I was just broken up with yesterday and waking up is always the most painful part of my day.

Hoping the day would be good

I hate my job and were im at mentally.

Was that another day of being alone and being a loser