I cant enjoy my hobby of having sheep because my father in law thinks he has to have sheep too. Plus he leaves them at my farm to take care of them all. Im also currently pregnant in a high-risk pregnancy. Trying to get my husband or anyone to help me once in awhile has been a problem for months. I have several sick sheep all requiring to be treated and Im the only one who cares! It was a hobby i was hoping my husband and I could do together but all it does is cause strain on our relationship. And typical for him to be on his dads side.
Today I am angry, simply because I am. But it's ok to be angry sometimes, so I'm okay.
No matter how hard I try I can't make my friend feel better.
My boyfriend and I have been having fights recently...we're long-distance and very different...he's older than I am but outside of the age difference and occasional fights, we click very well and I really think this one is really special...we have great chemistry...but he's not the best communicator and in a long distance relationship that's pretty much all we have as far as intimacy, which I'm fine with until communication starts becoming less and less...I get really angry sometimes with him because sometimes he acts like he knows everything about relationships but never once reflects on what he's doing wrong in the relationship...but I'm also a very sensitive person in general and I can jump to conclusions so I think we're just trying to jump over the obstacles to become closer and understand eachother better and find compromise...I love him very very much and I would rather die than to not make this workout between us...
My best friend wont leave me alone. I just want to have some me time and when hes not working hes either at my house or calling me constantly. If I dont text back or pick up he makes me feel really bad. Im angry because I want to hang out and talk with him, but all he does is complain about his job and life and wont listen to me or do anything I want to do.
I'm angry because I had a falling out with several of my former close friends and I've built up a wall so I find trust very hard and can no longer trust many people. I don't know why but the less I trust people I start to notice I care less and less when people hurt me because I always assume it is going to happen. I just get upset because these former relationships have damaged me so much it could ruin future relationships.
Today i am angry because Ive been shoved to the side. I am no longer important to several people and i just feel so alone.
@reddollx3. Same. your not alone
Nothing in my life is going right!
If I went ahead and told all the things that make me angry everyday, there'd be a hundred paragraphs.
Some comes from memories.
Some comes from myself. I'm not fond of myself.
Most of my anger is because of my father.
Imagine someone who nags you about nothing important. Annoys you by staring and by putting his face in front of you then tries to pin you as extremely agressive when you tell them to stop. Makes fun of you and plays that off as a joke. Laughs at someone else getting hurt. Has extremely impulsive reactions \ he might be nice one day then rude the next, to anyone, just because he feels like doing that. Isn't aware of anyone's physical & mental health, and when he is, the person is faking, unless he's feeling in a good mood. He's overall rude - told a sweet woman at a store to go fuck off with no reason to - and is easily able to influence strangers into the way he wants to be seen by that person.
Might \ might not sound that bad, but I've spared a lot of not really necessary details.
I know the reason he's that way is not from a healthy and stable mind. Abused at childhood, previous alcohol, drugs when he was way too little, because of family.
He does have good things. Works, isn't an addict anymore, and not a prisoner.
And he doesn't do that all at once. He's really the least of my problems. Like that unwanted pest that comes around every day that you just need to kick out of the room.
Thankfully, most of the time he'll be at work, and if not at work, asleep. :P
We need more of these. I feel like a lot of us are angry. :P
Sorry for any grammar mistakes.
Ya'll have a good rest of the day. 
I thought getting under someone would make me forget about my breakup and it made me feel worse. I don
