My car has been stolen. :(
I'm angry that I am an outcast. My family never wanted me. My "friends" used me. People that are supposed to care about me have turned out to be the worst people I've ever known - I've done nothing to be treated like the trash that they think I am.
Maybe I really am just trash. My whole life is falling apart.
My brother decided to get rid of his dog. She was loved by the whole family. He had mentioned it, but no one thought he was serious. He knew how much that dog meant to all of us. Nobody knows what he did with her. She could be dead. I don
I am angry that after all my dad has horribly done and all he's been absent for,that he feels he has the right to tell me who I am when he doesn't know himself or a goddamn thing about me.
@Trainphilosophy I know that feeling. I tried talking to my dad for the first time in years. He was an abusive man mentally, physically and emotionally. After years I tried to give him another chance. After all that time he knew just a couple of facts about me, like my finances has been hard since I got married, and more; but he doesnt know me. Tried telling me what is wrong with me, how horrible I am and that he doesnt need me. I had to accept that my Father is a horrible person. I dont need him in my life; because people who feel like they have to belittle people to make them feel better are small minded, people I dont need in my life.
@Chewykins I'm a minor so I don't have that choice. My story is similar to yours so it's just really hard seeing him and then he starts doing this
@Trainphilosophy Im sorry, I know thats hard. Whenever it got bad for me growing up I would find my escape. I would read, play with my chickens or swing outside on the porch swing. Do you have an escape? Some type of hobby that will take you from reality?
@Chewykins I user to play video games till my brain melted,but I don't have that anymore,He's the one that made me stop so now I just cry till I run dry.
@Trainphilosophy Im sorry. Thats difficult. If you need someone to talk to about what is going on, you can talk to me. Weak people attack people they see greatness in because they themselves are not great. You are wonderful and strong. You will make it through because you are a fighter. Just a suggestion try to find another escape. Read, run, and talking to friends are my current escape from my PTSD from him. I know its hard to find interest in anything when the person is beating you down to think you are worthless, but you are not worthless. Escape from reality for you. If you need someone Im here to talk to.
@Chewykins Thank you
@Trainphilosophy you are welcome. Its hard to use this app and find the post. I am still learning it. If you want to talk more you can email me at inhishands.trust@gmail.com. Im always here to talk to. I know it can be hard.
I'm angry because I'm frustrated with my husband and his lack of doing things around the house. I know he works long, physical hours and needs a break too. But I'm not the only one that can do things around the house.
I hate that he plays video games, but we everyone has their hobbies, right?
These internal debates in my head are driving me crazy. I try to consider too many perspectives and then I think can't pick the one we perspective I want.
I'm mostly angry at myself because I'm "locked" in a communication closet that I won't open the door of. I have no good excuse besides I'm scared.
I'm angry BC my bf is a jerk. Everytime he gets in a bad mood,he criticises everything I do and wants to pick a fight over nothing. He's working out of town RN and I know he's bored and lonely and missing home. He started complaining tonight and I ALMOST lost my cool. But then I said ok,well I love you, I hope things get better for you. And hung up. Still mad though.uggghhhh
The news today. The Government confusing basic human rights as privledges it should take away makes me furious. 🤬
i feel like god
My parents have recently been fighting more than usual and I just want to scream sometimes. I feel like it's my fault. Also, I hate my social anxiety and I hate myself because I can't get over it.
Everybody is pitying me.
