My dad will be earning less and the house will be costing more, were going to end up on a tighter budget than ever, for god knows how long
I let myself go in every way possible. Showed my vulnerability and people took advantage of that.
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Today I am angry of myself because I always trust people way too easily and believe everything they say :(
My mom chose my stepfather over me.
I am angry because of my lack of motivation and determination.It has taken a toll on my daily live.I feel i cant things done sometimes
I am angry because I am not myself. I am not myself and I haven't been for a long time. I am angry because I allowed myself to lose myself. I am angry because I never allow myself to truly express myself. I am angry because my generation has such a short attention span. I am angry because there are people all around the world getting hurt. I am angry because people are careless and inconsiderate. I am angry because I want to achieve my goals, and yet I am slow to change. I always have been. I am angry. I am angry because everything is overflowing and I can no longer hold it in. I am angry because it has been years since I have said that I am angry. I am angry, I am angry, I am angry
I let others dictate my mood... People tend to influence how I feel then they just up an disappear and I never hear from them again. I am also angry because it seems like no matter what I do, I am never good enough for others to consider a relationship with me.
Today I'm angry because I realized that my parents never told me that they are proud of me. They only point out my mistakes. They are aware of their behaviour but they don't do anything about it. They're recently constantly telling me that I eat too much and that I'm getting fat, even though I'm not. I work out every day and am actually gaining muscle. And then they wonder why I have such low self esteem that I was advised to see a therapist
Because I failed my dad.. Can't say more...