I wasn't able to study properly. I had to go to the school's library and commute far away from home and bear the traffic just to get away from my condescending fault-finding uncles and aunties who are all currently in the house and bugs the living crap out of me. I'm losing a good night's sleep every night and I'm so effing exhausted and scared. It's only 2 months remaining before my board exam. I think with everything that is happening I'd probably have no chance anymore.
Because I can't move on after my breakup
My dad said he would call and didn't and today marks two weeks of waiting
Bc i don't meet my friend
I just started back at school and I had a new subject change. I didnt have any friends in that class so I was scared to ask other people where the class was. I ended up being 10mins late. I felt awful because I try and be on time to everything and I feel bad when Im tardy. I sat down with people I dont like, I had to because none of my friends are in that class. I really regret that subject choice because I dont like it at all. I want to change subjects but Im not to sure I would be allowed too which makes me anxious and sad.
I continue to be petty and its ruining my friendships.
I cant let go of small things.
@limegreenJar1750 It's the ego you need to let go of. When you feel sad/angry/upset about something petty, consider how it will effect your relationships and whether or not it is worth addressing. If your feelings were hurt by something that you feel should be addressed, try to state it in that manner. Saying "I feel....." rather than "you hurt my feelings" is a lot less accusatory and will likely help rather than hurt your relationships. Good luck :)
I just can't control myself, my anxiety is always pushing me down and I just can't get up. It feels worse in the summer. Everyone's with their beautiful bodies and their tanned skin and I'm just fat and super white. I wish I could feel good with myself, but I can't so I just lay down on my bed.
@garbageakame I feel you. Summer time is bittersweet. I want to go out & enjoy the weather but my insecurities hold me back. It's okay though, day by day we'll learn to love ourselves and our bodies. You have a beautiful soul, and it shows clearly. Keep your head up x
Dcf substantiated me for abuse on a false claim. I am so devastated and scared. They didnt even give me time to do what they asked.
I'm angry because I long for a deep relationship with a man that wants the same. My husband & I have lived like friends for much of our 26 yr marriage. I haven't felt married. I know it's not his fault & I don't feel I have a justifiable reason to leave. I feel "wrong" for wanting or needing more; it confuses me.
I feel useless to those around me
