no matter what I do no one wants to know me i make a fool out of myself sticking up for that person yet they busy when i need them they know what i am going through yet they make out i am a stranger they would rather make out I don't matter to them they say things to my face yet go back on them things i think to myself are they genuine or were they just using me to get things out of me then use it against me i don't know
Friends I care about deeply are acting strange towards me, and giving me all kinds of mixed messages. I'm so confused. I'm going through one of the most difficult times of my life and I feel like they are pulling away. I've started being more myself recently, as they have often encouraged me to do, and I feel like they are unhappy with it. Other friends meanwhile have just stopped responding to me. So... Here I am in this journey, losing people as I become more myself. I don't know how to feel about it now.
My husband allowed his 14 year old daughter to talk to me like I was a P.O.S 😢
Today I am angry because I'm a different person since I was diagnosed with panic attacks and manic depressive disorder. I'm so tired and so angry why I'm hit by this disease. I have kids to take care and no one to talk to. I haven't been into alcohol or drug abuse and have always observed healthy living, but why me? No ones there to support me. I'm so tired, so drained and exhausted. I'm under medication but as of now it's not helping just yet. I was told to wait for at least two months to feel the effect of the meds and my condition is killing me. I want the old me.
Everyone especially the bullies treat me like carp thinking i don't hurt well it hurts it hurts really badly it hurts even more when they target all my family
My boyfriend broke up with me recently and seems to be handling it 100% fine while Im over here feeling lonely as all hell and Ive spent the past 5 days with my friends and I still feel alone.
Im angry because I lost my best friend and Im not okay yet and idk how to handle any of this
I dont want to let go...
-TODAY I AM NOT ANGRY-
The person that you're becoming has so much more of my respect. It takes a lot of strength to do what you're doing.
Honestly did you think you would make it this far?
the person i thought I could trust keeps on yelling at me last year i was concerned for them they got to a phone and yelled at me screaming what do i want from them i didn't want nothing i was just concerned for them this really really knocked my confidence down this year i was trying to warn them about something they said they have done nothing wrong i was just trying to warn them. I keep getting targeted by bullies i cant even tell that person or they will start acting like a thug and picking on me i don't even go out of my house so if they don't see me they don't target me but they still doing this they do it in my back garden they look into my window call me all sorts of names do loads of upsetting stuff some of these are people i called friends just over 2 years ago until i realised they were stirring the pot and causing trouble i have no friends i have done nothing wrong yet made to feel like i have
I wasn't for one.