My brother was murdered at the age of 25 and today I am angry because there are things that I can't remember about our childhood. Today, I thought...what was that lady's name that used to live down the road that had all the cats? The only other person that knew that was my brother and he's not here for me to ask. It's like a piece of my past is just gone.
Im mad because I'm depressed again
Iran hates America.
Today I am angry because I can't explain myself. I can't put into words what my dreams are and am slowly destroying myself. I want to be able to say "This is my plan. This WILL work!", but I can't. Whenever I get worked up now, all I do is cry. And cry. And cry. Almost hysterically. And when I'm in a heated conversation, and all I want to do is explain myself, my side, I learn that I can't. I ramble and I sigh. I get frustrated with myself and start lashing out nonsensically. I don't like this. I don't know why I cry. Hell, I have tears thinking about this. I can't keep doing this. I need to be stronger than this. I need to be stronger than I am. Why can't I be strong again?
Today I am angry because I have no self control when it comes to money. I think buying things or gambling will make me happy when in fact I feel 100% worse
I cant handle kidsssssssss😰..38 of them whoaaaaaaaa
@Laksa 38?!?!?
@SissiTheStrange probably a teacher
Im mad and sad becuase my first lover said she stop loving me because of unkown reasons and she cant explain why ..... im mad because all the time we spent together sure im young but it hurts a lot becuase i spent my countless hours on her now i dont even know anymore she said we can start as freinds then we can build love again.... sure thats how actual love works she loved me so much but...... idk what happen
and thats why im angry
I feel disrespected by my close friend who takes me for granted and only sees me when I benefit him and I am now ignored
People in this world all over social media pretend they care ' it's ok to be not ok, come talk to me' when in actual fact there trying to make them self look better. If it came down to it they couldn't care less!
I need more sleep in my life. I havent been getting a lot of sleep because my mind is racing due to my relationship still being new. My boyfriend is on vacation literally overseas. Im just worried that when he returns our relationship will end. Im just paranoid I know. We barely talk much since hes been vacationing and I know when people are on vacation their busy enjoying it. I just wish the trip didnt seem like it was forever, its 3.5 weeks long. Im so use to speaking to him every minute of the day. Now I feel like our relationship is on stand by until he returns. I have less than 2 more weeks until he returns. I feel like whenever I talk to him I make matters worse. I want to block him but then if I do that Ill never hear from him.
