I'm on my period and my stomach is bloated. It shows and I'm really uncomfortable with that because I have body image issues even though I'm 4'11" and about 97 lbs. I don't even want to weigh more than 95. I have a small frame and any excess fat on myself disgusts me... I also feel very alone, misunderstood, trapped and disempowered with no money. It's just a sucky emotions kind of day.
@stydia. I feel for you girl. I'm the same height as u r ,& I used to weigh something like 118. So trust me u r not far by no means.Hell I can barely w lk wen I weigh anymore than this... Trust me,,, you DO NOT NEED TO GAIN OR LOSE WEIGGW
Actually because I got some negative feedback about a work project. Now I just feel like a worthless person.
After a 3 hour long panic attack and very little sleep, Ive been in severe pain for a few weeks and cant see my doctor for another month.
I am menopausal. So there. Yeah. Tons of fun. LOL
Got so much work to do in much a short time, it adds stress to my already panicking anxiety disorder.
...I have been having endless bad luck since June began. It's all one thing after the other. Trivial things, draggy things, all other sorts of things... There are some good things happening, but it keeps getting neutralised or made insignificant by the bad ones. You be happy for one moment, then wham, some crap happens and you're no longer happy. If you still are, another load of crap comes to test you till you fall. Worse, it even kicks you when you're down.
I'm so tired already. I know I'm unlucky, but I must say that this month in particular has been a very draggy bad month. It sucks even more because June is my birthday month. Everything is just horrible. I hope that when June ends, my unluckiness returns to its tolerable level.
I'm bi-polar.
Becaue I having nightmares from the Army and need to talk to someone and no one understands what to say to me.
Im tired of fighting my sadness. Ive tried to exercise it away, shop it away, party it away. Ive tried positive thinking, feeling grateful, lowering expectations and accepting my situation. Nothing works. Im tired of the lingering feeling of hopelessness. I just feel like giving in to this depression, cutting myself off from the world.
@lightShip273
But then how will we meet?
I've been idle for too long and I need to start working again.