I'm so hungry but my eating disorder brain tells me that I'm not worth it and I've eaten too much already.
@SammyLouise please consider your health, you can eat just enough, since your own body telling you it's hungry. It's your mind that makes you think you're bad or etc, let's practice controling our mind, shall we? :)
@daransdarwinThank you It's so hard, I'm constantly fighting with myself and no one seems to see that I'm struggling
I didnt get a lot of sleep, had weird nightmares, then my boyfriend called me SCREAMING at me out of NOWHERE over something we couldve had a five minute convo about because every time hes stressed about work, he finds a monumental issue with our relationship and screams at me instead. I feel like the most stupid, terrible, worthless, awful person in the world every single day and I feel like no matter what I say or do I will never be good enough for him.
@Gingerbreadgal17
what a bad boyfriend! He should not take his frustrations on you, he should control himself
@Gingerbreadgal17 hugs. I have a bad tempered boy friend. It's all hot air though. Take some time for u. U are special
@Gingerbreadgal17 your good enough, don
I have a crush on my best friend and she just told me she might start dating another girl and keeps asking me for advice n giving me details. I want to be a supportive friend but when I think of someone else being with her, I just feel so hurt and upset.
@diligentSailboat3286
Why don't you try to talk to her and tell her how you feel? Maybe she has feelings for you as well. It never hurts to try. I know it's hard to put yourself out there, but if you don't tell her you may just end up regretting it.
@BrokenHearted2018
I'm considering it. If she just asked her out, I don't want her to feel awkward about it. But if she just got rejected, I don't want to take advantage of her if she's upset and she just went out with me to avoid drama.
I tried to meet up with her today, but she wasn't available. I'll try to tell her tomorrow, if she isn't already dating the other girl.
@diligentSailboat3286
Understandable. I guess just see how it plays out. And if she was rejected by this other girl, let her know that it wasn't her fault and let her know how special she is. :)
Think my bf has been chatting online again. Very defensive .might be me being paranoid
@Laura
I feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders. So many people look to me for help and advice, but there isn't anyone I feel I can turn to.
@charmingSea3478 I bet you have a very strong soul to be there for anyone, and yet you are the only one who understand yourself wholeheartedly when you are at your lowest point, let's take care of ourselves as we care for others :)
I feel stupid for putting my trust into someone else. Little things will set me off and I should've known not to get my hopes up.
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I took a personal day today but my relief called in sick so going to work but at least I got to sleep in for a bit
i spent all of yesterday buried deep under my anxiety & trying to distract myself. as a result my body hurts, i got barely any sleep and i feel drained.
@lunagisselle sigh.. I know how it feels. Even if I have anyone or anything beside me, it's not easy to fight it, right? My suggestion is please pouring out what burdened you, not only distract it, because it has a snowball effect, the longer you keep it the bigger it affects you. Thanks for sharing this :)
I'm on my period and I have a headache 😑
