PTSD and faced with possible another urgent need to flee another natural disaster. I'm mentally and physical exhausted and have been on edge for days.
Theres something about me that makes me very unlikable. It makes me sad. And lonely.
I am part of a big installation project for my company. It's great to be busy and needed. I especially love that I am the go-to person. I feel important.
My husband and I happily saw a movie today. On the way home we were discussing a weekend trip to visit his friend. I haven't bought a flight and he is getting one through work due to a conference. I said I looked at costs and it was about $300. He instantaneously opens Kayak on his phone and says "no it's less than $200"
I find this condescending and rude. It def made me moody tonight.
Yesterday was my 21st and because I have no friends in this town, I went out with my 30yo sister and we went home at 11 because she had work that morning. I took today off of work for nothing and instead I spent all day alone in my apartment.
@compassionatePerson8400
Treat yourself to a day out. Go explore your city if the weather is good. Or go see a movie! I love taking days off to myself to go see movies. I do it every Birthday actually! It's a habit I've been doing for years now!
@compassionatePerson8400
I'm sorry your birthday wasn't stellar you still have 364 un-birthdays to be merry about! That means 364 more opportunities to have amazing days.
Yesterday was my 34th, and it wasn't spectacular either. But I have my health, I got to spend time with my dogs, and I enjoyed a nice, quiet day.
I would like to wish you happy birthday, birthday twin!
Today Im moody becuse my wife isnt fair to me and thinks if herself mostly
My feeling of distrust about my bf comes up triggered by small stuffs.
I have a bunch of deadlines approaching that are making me so anxious and the constant anxiety is giving me depression.
@llychee
*relates*
I got this advice from my sister though, maybe will help you: "Can you do anything about it now? is there something you can do that can change the motive you're worried about? if not , you're doing your absolute best."
Today, I started out without any burning sensations in my chest but as the day went on, it started, again. I don't know how my head can get so busy while I'm doing something else. It makes me absent-minded and I hate it. I keep recalling the same events or conversations over and over again knowing that it will bring me more pain, distraught and confusion. It's like an endless cycle.
My husband is driving me crazy and I need some ME TIME!!!!!
because my guy told me that I am not a good girlfriend :(
@secretHuman6037 if he doesnt think youre good enough for him then dump him. Not because you arent good enough for him, but because he isnt good enough for you. Im sure that you are a beautiful and kind woman, and its easy to believe everything that someone you love says but think of your best interest here. If it hurts you now then it will only get worse in the future. If you love him, maybe dont leave him but express how his words make you feel. Try and be understanding to him, but stand your ground. If it makes you upset now and you keep quiet what will he think that he can tell you later?
@Tj030507 nope TJ.. You are right. now I will do the same as he does.
