Making the mistake that you will ever change

For loving someone who will never be able to return that, and not only not eb able to return it but thinks I shoudl simply accept the little scraps.

For not being a perfect Human being..

I will allow myself for not measuring up to other peoples expectations. ..😑

cutting.

For settling for less because I feel like I derisive less

Missing him, dreaming about him and still hoping that there is still a chance.

Today I forgive myself for all the times I wanted to quit, the times were the load was just to heavy and I felt I couldn't go another step. I forgive myself because I realize even though I felt this way I still fought on, I see now that I will be ok.

Today I forgive myself for being down. And having emotions in general other that happiness. Im human and allowed to have them. I forgive myself for letting others affect me and and letting them make me feel like being anything but happy is wrong.

Not putting my health first

At times, not putting my children first, and letting my husband's jealousy stop me from doing that