Today, I forgive myself for... [complete this sentence]

Not eating

Overreacting and taking it out on someone I loved and never wanted to hurt.

Being too soft

Today I forgive myself for letting my own agitation and frustration cloud my long-view judgment and desire to better handle developing housemate issues.

Not sure I ever will, I just try and live. Atone as I go along. Its strange, it never feels like I can do enough, limited means at times but for example, I never have enough time for my kids, though everything I do is all for them. I cook but its always hard to come up w new stuff. Havent seen their mom in 8 yrs so its like triple duty with deep feeling of remorse for them that they got stuck w me. Now they are getting older, about to move out and I feel like I didnt teach them about enough things, bills, work, how to troubleshoot your car if it has problems. Girls/ boys, quality relationships vs looosers! But for real, I know I did an ok job, my oldest is respectful, know how to work hard, foolish, naive. All around polite young man. I can be happy with that, still dont feel I gave enough. My youngest now gets most my attention instead of split 3 ways among siblings. Ive no regrets but still feel obligated to atone for my faults and failings.

Failing out of high school. I know I did the best I could and leaving was the best thing I could have done for my mental health at the time.

To putting other's first and ignoring my needs and wants. No longer will I do that but how do I move on. How do I learn to care for myself and take care of me. Where do I start.

all the mistakes and bad decisions I've done. I will try seeing them more as learning experiences instedad of them dragging me down.

Not been okay i mean who would be sometime it okay to have a day we're u don't blame your self everything not always my fault

Not being able to think on my feet when I've had no practice in specific situation.