Today, I forgive myself for... [complete this sentence]

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I have trouble forgiving myself.... I have better luck forgive others at times. 
Leaving my parents' abusive home a few months ago and feeling guilty. I forgive myself for not taking better care of myself. I forgive myself for thinking I didn't deserve better and would never be loved because my parents didn't show me the type of love I needed.
Watching pornography while going through a hard time with my wife
today I forgive myself for losing my best friend, it wasn't my fault, I was trying to help her but she got mad
I forgive myself for feeling for feeling foolish that I stayed in a bad marriage too long.
Expecting a different outcome without putting forth effort to make a change.
All the common sort of mistakes that we all make as we go through life.
looking at the phone bill just making myself miserable
Making mistakes in my marriage, but those mistakes have made me a stronger person in the new relationship I am in.
I forgive myself for holding onto the past for too long