Today, I forgive myself for... [complete this sentence]

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For not being able to figure out how to make my relationship with my family works
For being weak and fearful a little bit in front of my crash: I did a step forward immediately when he started conversation again after a fight. Despite! My clear desire to stay away for a while to understand my own feelings. Again I got the feeling that he steps inside my borders but I couldn't protect them. It's not about real abuse or smth but still... It's personal borders. I forgive myself for giving up a little bit this time again.
for being hard on myself. it's okay to rest, especially when you're sick.
For failing my math test. For feeling like a failure and like I
not being able to handle 4 clases and cutting my schedule to two classes. I try my best based on my abilities and life situation.
Today i forgive myself for being raped 13 years ago.. :(
@mindtalk
@mindtalk Sorry,I hit reply button before i wanted to.So i wanted to say that,Being raped is not your fault,that u are thinking of forgiving yourself.It was never your fault and u know it.You are a beautiful,strong and intelligent human being,love.Don't judge yourself like that.I pray to god that ,He gives that man who was stupid enough to do this horrible thing to you,some conscience and spirituality.Love you.
@fearlessOrange7079
thank you for your supportive words
talking to my therapist and my friends about that memory, i realized i did got over it,
i thought there was a black scar but suddenly i found out it's really totally gone :)
Allowing myself to get distracted from my dreams by paying too much attention to what everyone else is doing
The current living situation of the adults in my family.
~Today i forgive myself for thinking about forgiving myself right now. ~
Feeling so unhappy with myself and for feeling like a such a failure