Today, I forgive myself for... [complete this sentence]

To learn more about Self-forgiveness, please check out this thread. It includes a short 2 minute video about self- forgiveness.
Share with the community!
Today I forgive myself for being purposely hurtful to the ones I love and know are already suffering as I know my guilt isn't helping and that it is only dragging me down when there are ways I can be supporting them instead.
Not doing anything
always blaming myself
Today, I forgive myself for not knowing how to react when my best friend was crying while I was at his house.
The missed trips home to see family.
Not believing therapy can work because I am too broken,
Today I forgive myself for not being more considerate of others and hurting someone who didnt deserve it
For drinking to get some sleep...
Being negative about myself and thinking I'm not worth anything. Because I know that I'm an OK person.
@Tham27 way more than just ok 
To not be capable of managing my stuff. It's also ok that I stayed home and didn't go to work. It is ok!