Today, I forgive myself for... [complete this sentence]

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Manipulating people who have rejected me back into my life just so that I can reject them myself.
I forgive myself for not being enough
Today I forgive myself for falling down so many times. And I am also proud for getting up after each of them.
Today i forgive myself for hating who I am. For fat shaming myself. For abusing drugs. For abusing alcohol. And for praying for something different; even though I know better.
@easySailboat417 YOU are beautiful. Don't ever forget that. When did everyone else become so perfect that they get to judge others... They didn't! You just be the lovely you.
Feeling like i was worthless yesterday and not wanted by anyone.
Nothing
Being alive still.
i forgive myself for not loving me
Today i forgive myself for overthinking and putting myself down.
Today I forgive myself, for not living up to everyone's expectations on me.