Today, I forgive myself for... [complete this sentence]

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Not forgiving, just sadly observing that I've become someone who I am not, smth is eating my true self from the inside like a parasite. I cannot forgive myself for being weak. In fact I could never forgive myself for anything so the bad feelings kept and keep on piling and pressing their weight on the shoulders of my mind every day, every moment that I am awake, reminding me, haunting me, for all my failures, embarrassments, humiliations since the very begining of my conscious life. Yes, I forgive myself for not being able to forgive myself...
For feeling like I do, I know this is not how I want to feel, I forgive myself for those days when I just wanted to hide under the covers and tell the world to go away. I forgive myself for not smiling for just wanting to be alone. I forgive myself for who I am and I don't owe anyone an explanation for how I feel.
I forgive myself everything because from time to time I realize that I can't do miracles. I have all right to feel sad or angry. Sometimes it's impossible for me to see the future because I am struggling with my past and present. Then I can't understand why after all, my hope also died because my hope died after I won amazing battles. I forgive myself this pause because I need time to cry all my lost things, people, friends, time and health. I am still here able to wright about. I am alive. Humans are fantastic creatures able tu stand up from ashes. Again and again.
Today I forgive myself for being what I became...well, not forgive, but acknowledge with regret...(i can never forgive myself)
Resigning from my job after 9 years.
@cassper
Today, I forgive myself for believing all the lies told to me as a child. For believing that everyone had my best interest at heart.
For everytime i felt like is this all there is and just wanting to quit. I forgive myself for the times when I felt sorry for myself and felt I had nothing left to give. I see now those feelings are ok, this battle with panic attacks and anxiety are very real and they do rob you of the joy that should be yours in your life. Kick in So to feel sorry for yourself now and then is ok i find it gives me the butt i need to continue this fight and not give up but also reminds me that I am human and that being human means we all have our breaking points, I've learned that it doesn't mean that I am a quiter it just means I need to take inventory of were i am and were I've been.
All bad decisions and for caring for myself so little. I can't control everything after all. My anxiety is consuming me so much. The pain is so deep that my heart is literary hurting me.
@RealPersonNow
me too instead i care about someone who is a married man but the story i won't share with you if you want you may read my profile .
I forgive myself for relpasing and returning to my old habits of compulsive behavior, I am back on my recovery journey now.
I let go of resentments towards myself, and I let God into my life. I love myself, I am worthy of a better me ! for my own self, I deserve a better me !
For constantly asking so much of myself even though I was hurt and struggling.
Today, I forgive myself for..... I can't even decide. There's so much I feel guilty about.