WHAT IF....[insert something insanely positive]

What is I was healthy!!!! What if I had a good job. What if I was happy.

What if i was driving home , and in the distance i saw some unusual activity for a Freeway and i saw brake lights and hazzards flickering , i slow down as i aproached the scene i see that there are alot of parked cas and i slowly weave my way in-between the chaios to see whats at the front , but this goes on for about an hour and i cant find my offramp i couldnt have missed it maybe my perception of distance is messed up because im moving so slowly ... Eventually the road opens up and i am able to drive normally again without traffic , But something looks different it is weird but comforting i cant quite put my finger on it .. I continue to drive and it looks like im in a compleatly different country or .. im not quite sure , the road surface is completely black like its made of rubber ..are they doing some sort of repairs on the road surface? I shrug my shoulders and carry on but still i dont recognise where i am and all the building look so smooth and futuristic ... It dawns on me Maybe i am in the future ! ha i laugh and tell myself that i must be crazy... i realised that i must have missed my turn-off and decide to take the next turn off and stop at a gas station to ask somone if they know the way back .. As i take the turn-off the road dips slightly and then all of a sudden i see that the road comes to an end and there is a HUGE drop on the other side! i SLAM on my brakes ! But as the road is a black rubbery surface it was like i had no loss of grip and the car comes to an imediate stop without time to react i get thrusted through the windscreen as my body's momentum was greatly different to to that of the cars , and i get catapulted out of the car i fly through the air and start aproaching th edge of the road ! I sit helpless flying through the air , i am just an observer at this moment as i have no control of the out come . Not sure if i am going to hit the edge of the road or completely miss it and continue falling i shut my eyes and VOOOOP! nothing happens and everything goes silent , i open my eyes to see that i am in a beautiful forest ! WHAT !!? all my friends are here and people i didnt know are just greeting me by name and are so welcoming .. everyone is dressed in plant leaves of some kind and weirdly so am i ! i look up and there is a huge community of people all smiling and laughing as the run across the grass woven bridges and run into these capsules , best described as bird nests .

I see my best friend and call out too him Joe!! he sees me and walks over ."bro !! its about time i have so much to tell you !!, how cool is this place" .I reply "dude im so confused , i have no clue how i got here one minut im driving next theres theses cars stopped on the road and ..." before i am able to finish he stops me , "Chill dude your hear and everything will make sence in about a minute , Trust me , come follow me you'll understand ". as i follow him we aproach an elder man they make eye contact , then they both turn and face me , "new " the elder man says whith a questioning look on his face . Joe nods .The elder man gives me some bluish smoky liquid , and gestures that i should drink it . "Go ahead bro" hoe says with a smile and a slight wink . Joe as never done me wrong so i go for a sip ...

Halfway through the sip i feint falling forwards but the moment just before my face contacts the ground i wake up! Feeling hyper aware of everything around me and now falling at such a slow pace ... The last inch i fall feels like it took about 3 minuts i cant understand whats going on , i slowly move my hands infront of me to brace myself as i fall still moving extremely slowly ... then VRRRRooop -the sound of an old song speeding up - evrything speeds up i can see the dust particles glistening in the sunlight start to move faster and i start to acellerate to the ground faster and then bam with in the space of 2 seconds evrything is back to normal but so much more vivid !

As i lay on the ground with my cheak squished on a tree root i blink as i shake my head as i try process what just happend trying to take it all in and adtionally all the new colours and smells around me its so much im speechless . I press down on the ground as i stand up .

Joe looks at me with an amused face and starts to count down 3...2....1...BANG like some extreemly fast slide show images rush through my brain not only images voices and numbers and 1000's or pieces from random songs all at once !! And then it stops ! i look across at joe in shock i now know everything ! everything makes sense now ! i drop my jaw as if i am about to say something but there is nothing to say ! "i know dude its crazy how we couldnt figure this out for 20 years" everything i knew as life , friends love , all my struggles and depression , it was just a simulation i was put in as a child , the simulation was run by some huge software company that has now gone bankrupt .

i didnt care it was the weirdest sensation to not be upset or sad or to crave anything i was just happy i was with joe and this awesome comunity that had taken us in . all self sustaing without stress or sadness and everyone knew everything thanks to that weird blue liquid . its hard to take in but i am finally happy finally free ! and im happy and free with my best friend !

What if there were no more exams!!! No more stress!!!!! That you could get a job by being good at that particular thing!!!!!

What If I actually learned how to love myself the way I am and what If I came to believe that Jesus really loves me?

What if...I just woke up in a world with no wars, no imending things I would need to worry about. What if I woke in a world with all my favorite characters who wouldn't judge me, and who would try to welcome me. And I actually made friends, and had a family who accepted me as I was.

What if ... I loved myself unconditionally

What if everyone actually cared for each other and the world was full of real and nice people..and no backstabbing or two faced people existed? What if there was just love and loyalty, honesty and faith, hope and humanity? What if there were just beautiful hellos and no goodbyes? What if you could keep everyone you loved? What if everyone you loved, loved you back? What if there was no miscommunication? What if you could just redo everything you've done wrong? What if you could take back the things you've said? What if you knew how to express yourself better to everyone who doesn't understand you? What if people understood you without you having to explain yourself? What if you knew how much you mean to someone? What if you could get everything you wanted..

What if I suddenly knew how to sing pretty well and was to become famous with a steady great income?

What if my life was normal and I was happy?

What if all my dreams come true!