WHAT IF....[insert something insanely positive]

If everyday was rainbows and sunshine!

WHAT IF A MIRACLE RESCUES ME What if my life is saved from this rock bottom black hole I AM DYING THIS IS THE WORST EVER

WHAT IF GOD LOVES ME AND ANSWERS MY ANSWER I NEED A MIRACLE WHAT IF IM NOT PURE GARBAGE AND MY LIFE HAS PURPOSE AGAIN

MOST INSANE THOUGHT IN THE WORLD WHAT IF IM LOVABLE WHAT IF IM NOT ALONE AS A FUCKEDUPPIECEOFMISERABLE SHIT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE I KNOW THAT IS IMPOSSIBLE I AM DAMNED TO SUFFER Everything in my account will be given away to you guys if God answers my prayer and there is a miracle that saves my life from this dark mire where i am drowning empty lifeless already dead inside the extreme depression of this listless lonely life is killing me.

This is the worst my life has ever been.

What if I wasn

What if I'm actually not just good for being used as a bad example?

I could find friends

What if I could get accepted for a job and make good money?

What if my life could have some sort of normalcy again?

People knew when other people are hurting and always tried to help and never walked away <3

People would just forgive each other more often or not hold grudges

WHAT IF.... all people were equal and didnt put anyone down or bully anyone. we could live in a beautiful world where no one got hurt without warning. life could be something amazing.

I was able.to manage my anxiety without self medicating daily