Hi I

I'm 19 and a senior in high school, I love and study visual art but recently Iv been off. See Iv had this "friend" and our relationship got very complicated it's been 4 years now and we just seem so unhappy now and terrible things are coming out of it but we are still trying to work but I really don't know what is going to happen. I just I'm at my wits end I love this person to death . But I'm really new to this app and I'm not sure what to say and what not to buy yeah I'm losing grip on things and my life just feels like I'm letting waste away when there is so much I wish to accomplish.