Hey there, @ADX98927
I'm sorry to hear that you are having a rough time right now in your life.
I know it's tough to push through when things feel so hard. What's worse than having a rough time is feeling like you are alone through it all. Always remember that you are never alone. We are always here for you at 7 Cups 
You are always welcome to get support by:
- Putting in a general request (click connect now to request a listener)
- Searching for a listener through the Browse Listeners tool: www.7cups.com/BrowseListeners
- Visiting one of our Group Support Rooms (in your chat list)
- Posting in the forums of our subcommunities: https://www.7cups.com/home/?cr=header
- Checking out the topic based self help guides: https://www.7cups.com/supportGuides/selfHelpGuides.php
I hope you will find the support you deserve here on 7 Cups!