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Almost did something stupid yesterday and told my therapist about it. He cut my hours since he doesn't think he is helping me and putting someone in my place that will pay him $150 an hour.

@ASilentObserver

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Weve broke up for 8 years but somehow we still manage to keep in touch time to time. So, we dated for almost a year & broke up in 2011. In 2013, I went to my first college, we still keep in touch, somehow my ex fling wanted me to prank my ex girlfriend that we had kissed but we didnt anyway my ex fling think that my ex girlfriend will get upset. Mind you , back in high school ,my ex fling & ex girlfriend hated each and other because they were fighting over me. Back to the point, I told my ex girlfriend that I had kissed my ex fling & she got freaked out & never wanted to speak with me again. Like I said, somehow we still manage to keep in touch lol. Another, she is always the first person to watch my Snapchat story. Last year, I told her I was still in love with her & she said I need to move on. Everytime I post of guy or girls, she always asked am I dating one of them. Next, she always asked me am I bisexual, lesbian or straight... I asked her why she always asked me that & she claimed she forgot. She claimed she is happily straight & happy with her boyfriend. So my second college, she attended my college last semester, I finally saw her in person on the first day of college last semester, she was in the office, I walked passed through her office, she came out of the office, I looked back, she quickly ran back to her office, I went back to her way, we saw each other, said nothing, & she rolled her eyes at me. Mind you , I havent seen her in person since we broke up but we talked in FaceTime sometimes. Second met, she asked me was I still interested in girls & who I rather to be with the most girl or guy. We were just started to flirted & jokes on each other. Third met, she was touchy-feely me, glare at me(or Im just tripping) and feel like there are still connections. We just clicked. So, I was helping her homework, a girl waved & smiled at me, of course my ex girlfriend saw her & gave me a weird, confusion, & maybe jealousy expression & asked me if that was my girlfriend.. Some staff said we must be really closed, were best friends, or we were the funniest people. I thought it was funny because they didnt know that we used to go together... only if they knew & they probably would said we were flirting & stuff. we argued couple time about past... I posted a Snapchat game about first love & I wrote her initial name. She got so upset & told me that I need to move on.... & now Im getting her space & just gon leave her alone for now on... What should I do? Or just move on my life???

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PS. I love this cute "join the community" banner, made me smile!

@ASilentObserver

Joined a day before 28Feb but I'm here for it !

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Hello, 7 Cups community! I'm really glad to have joined and hope I can learn to grow in this safe space.