Losing It
I suffer from Social Anxiety and depression. I have had it for as long as I can remember, although I didn't really know what it was until my 30s. I do not know how to deal with people and I'm getting worse everyday. Almost every conversatin I have with a coworker turns into a torment of swirling thoughts in my head afterward that I can not clear. Medication keeps me from going off on people, but just barely. Strangely, when I am home and around my wife or kids, I'm totally at ease. It's as if she's Kryptonite against my anxiety.
24 hours and not one comment. What a supportive community 
@0fMnUPHv67he i actually completely understand. I try to be around people but it all ends up spiraling down. I constantly find my self in awkward situations, and i only feel comfortable around one person.
@0fMnUPHv67he I am new here but I totally get it. I have battled depression/anxiety, OCD, and PTSD. Things from my past have just totally messed my mind up. It's crazy. I sometimes feel as if I am in a movie when out and about. However, I am the same when I get home to my wife and kids. It's a different world. I am almost to the point where I don't want to leave my home.
@0fMnUPHv67he Sorry for the lack of comments. Not everyone checks the threads on here. Welcome to the 7cups community. Have you connected with a live counselor yet on here? If not, I highly recommend chatting with someone ASAP. Having anxiety is hard. I've delt with many individuals with similar things going on. I'd love to chat with you sometime.
Hello,all, Im not new, but been away for a while , Im still learning how to get aroun
Hello,all, Im not new, but been away for a while , Im still learning how to get aroun
@hello, 0fMnUPHv67he if you dont mine if I share with you how Im trying to deal first Ive had to deal with this since 2003 in different phases
Call me shy-town, cause I can