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Greetings,

It's good to have found this website. I deal with anxiety, behavioral problems, unstable social skills, paranoia, and introversion. Diagnosed with schizophrenia, OCD, ASPD, GAD, it's been interesting to figure out the correct meds and coping mechanisms. I recently started to doubt my diagnosis of schizophrenia and personally feel I should be observed for high functioning Autism. I've been reading about psychology, pharmacology, the relation between the two with psychiatric medications, as well as a ton of other things that nobody needs to have the list of since about the age of 14. I'm 32 now. I've had problems with addiction to several drugs and alcohol for half my lifetime on and off. At the moment I barely drink, and I don't use drugs. My medications are olanzapine, clonazepam, and Wellbutrin .

That's the best way that I could describe myself psychologically. I also successfully write and produce electronic music under the name "Crystal Radio". My confidence has improved since reaching #1 in my city, #2 in my province, #36 in the country, and #582 in the world. I'm referring to the charts on ReverbNation. It's home to all kinds of musicians, professional, popular, indie, amateur...

Is it weird to have 2 beer with breakfast, but not drink for the rest of the day ? I was an alcoholic for over 10 years, drinking over a quart of 40% abv. liquor a day. I feel comfortable with the two morning beers, but opinions are always nice. The soft drink Fanta was invented and first produced in Nazi Germany due to Coca Cola products not being able to come across from the USA during times of high tension. Fun fact. Also, Hugo Boss, the famous fasion designer/company created the uniforms for the SS in WW2. John Harvey Kellog ran a sanitarium that would burn children's genitals with acid for touching themselves, and he went on to found what is Kellog's cereal these days. More random facts that nobody really cares about. I'm done.

-Matthew-

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