Why does everything in my life go wrong? It's hard for me to become motivated and I feel my importance in the world is pointless. I am not suicidal. Just don't feel like I'm a screw up.

I am sorry to hear that But in somehow I can understand the way you feel and I know its hard and hard to Explain how exactly you feel . But as I have this thought too I always try to find a new reason everyday to wake up and do list of things even when I am not motivated but I always try because that's will help until we found something that change all that and make us happy and motivated 😇🌷, just like do home things, do hobbies, try new things ,learn new things, listen to music, walking in nature