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CamiTheSandwich
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Childish disorder
Trauma Support / by CamiTheSandwich
Last post
 December 15th, 2021
...See more Good morning / Good evening / Hi hello I was reading a lot in different communities to find smth for myself but here I kinda haven't seen anything about ppl with problem that a part of their mind stayed in early growing age (a child) If someone has something similar i would like to start a discussion about that.
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Relationship Stress / by CamiTheSandwich
Last post
 December 19th, 2021
...See more I will put the *TW* for some delicate souls here Today was so bad that I called the 'soul support' for the first time (Switzerland does have a call line for stuff like that) I'll cut the story bc I don't want to cry anymore today I did not go to school today because of a hard test I did not learn too last week bc I just could not concentrate, focus and was slowly going down into my depression hole. At the table, while eating dinner my bf was on the phone with his parents and his dad asked about me, how school is going, my notes and work... Before I said smth his (my future) mom started and said 'Cami did not want to go to school so she stayed home, and tomorrow will do the same' I was like... B r u kidding me? I asked my bf quietly 'was is she talking about, where do she knows, I wanted to go to school tomorrow tho' and he kinda ignored me... -.- As long as I waited to hear something from him the long i got angry more and more After all his answer was 'why are you taking everything so serious?' ME: wtf do I need to explain this to you again? He: will you do the dishes today? Me: no, I don't want to do anything rn He: okay then we will have nothing to do breakfast or dinner Me: then we will not idgaf I stood up, went to the bathroom, let the water on in the shower and started crying to mirror while taking out makeup... It was such a nice evening, i did my makeup after... A WHILE I was an appointment by the hairdresser today, I felt pretty and confident again and was happy with the way I looked and THAT WOMAN DESTROYED IT AND HER SON GAVE ME THE LAST STONE TO THE MOUNTAIN OF STRESS I HAD I officially hate her And my bf you ask? I did kick him out of the sleeping room, gave everything he will need for the morning to go to work, i told him I don't want to hear nor se him today evening or tomorrow. And I even gave him my drugs in case he will have a panic attack Now I feel pressure put in me cause I don't know what it how he's doing its such a emotional CHAOS I want to scream, cry, hit him, hurt myself, break up, I want him to check on me idk... I need someone to tell me what to do
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Why does it work like that **TW**
Self-Harm Recovery / by CamiTheSandwich
Last post
 December 28th, 2021
...See more I don't like my body Almost always heard (from my dad) you and your sisters are so lazy / you'll nowhere get in live / you're not able to achieve whatever you dream about. And then with my ex bf he told me stuff like: you could go to gym, move more / you're not my type but I'm with you tho etc My current bf at the start of our relationship was so happy that we're together (after we both wanted this for 8 years and that's for other time) he was giving me a lot... Compliments and my psyche couldn't bare it. I mostly started to cry, scream, throwing things or hitting the wall... After some time he stopped bc he knew what will happen. Now it's rare to hear him saying something and he started to use his Worts wiser. With the time I started to believe people who told me the worst about myself and when I heard something nice I just smile back and said 'thank you' but in my head was like 'is this Person blind' / 'is she doing this to make me feel bad' / 'am I dirty somewhere' Does someone have the same experience? I would like to hear your story.
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Self-Harm Recovery / by CamiTheSandwich
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 December 12th, 2021
...See more Good morning My name is Cami, I'm 23 and I'm searching for a miracle would I say... Self-harm started small till 2 weeks ago when after that happened I was unable to work so it means to me it became more dangerous than before. I'm aware I should not and it wasn't the best option but it just happened. I don't look for pity (what I get pretty often) or smth like 'oh no you did that again.. So sad' but 'you little sht stop it or...' blah blah yeah oof 🤔😅 I hope we will get along :D
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Relationship Stress / by CamiTheSandwich
Last post
 December 16th, 2021
...See more Hi 👋 My name is Cami, I'm 23 my bf is exactly 7 days older than me. I'm searching here for help with our relationship but like 90% of some fight etc is my fault. I'm having really bad mood switching since around 2 months, I don't want to be touched, kissed or even holding hands somewhere in the city is vno no' (it is possible if I'm getting excited or idk did smth I like) He does accept me the way I am but I see it hurts him a lot and I just can't help. There comes to this more stress at school and work for me Ah... Idk what to do and my therapist couldn't help me (I'm about to change him) Thank you 😊
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