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Mroppy
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PathStep 22 Compassion hearts171 Forum posts60 Forum upvotes136 Current upvotes136 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2025 Member sinceDecember 29, 2024
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Music is my cope

Fav movie: Fantastic Mr. Fox

I enjoy immersing in my imagination

My dog is my dawg 🤍🐾

Embrace yourself, because at the end of everything it's just you.

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When do you stop reaching out to someone?
General Support / by Mroppy
Last post
 August 13th, 2025
...See more I just wanted some insight to my question: How do you know when it is time to stop exerting your energy out on someone? I'm curious and perhaps need help forming an opinion for myself. Anything is appreciated! –Have a nice day/night. 🤍🐾
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1 Step Foward 2 Steps back
General Support / by Mroppy
Last post
 June 6th, 2025
...See more (This isn't too serious, but like kinda lol) I'm so confused. Like self discovery? Balance? Dude, I went through a whole thing of figuring out and accepting my queerness again. In general, I knew I was gay. But now I'm sure of my identity, but I'm not sure about my sexuality. It's not too big of a deal to me. But I'm an overthinker, so yeah. Like I learned properly what Non-binary is, and I know now I fall under that category. But for sexuality I know I like men. I always thought I liked women, too. But maybe the environment I was around pushed me to think that? Cuz I realize I'm a big people pleaser. But my 1st real crush was a girl. So that means something, right? And I find them attractive. I think it's just that seeing myself with one is hard. But oh well... Anyways, on the people pleasing part. I LITTERALLY JUST LIE FOR NO REASON. TO ANYONE. ABOUT STUPID STUFF. like I just lied to my dad's friend kid . Yeah, I know Beyblade and I had some, but they were stolen. LIKE???? NO. ALL LIES. IDK why I said that. To seem cool? I do this with everyone. Did you see this? Oh yeah! Have you ever blank? YUP! I do this blah blah and this. Me too. AND NOW IT'S SO OBVIOUS TO ME. LIKE I REALIZE IT MID WAY OR RIGHT AFTER. And I can't stop. Like I even do it with family. I guess I want whoever to be impressed by me or find me interesting. Cuz I feel I'm a loser, but that's a guess. My mom's a liar, bruh. I don't want to do that. And also keeping up with lies suck. And I always felt honesty is the best, but I'm A HYPOCRITE! HOW DO I STOPPPP!!!?????? the only person I really do it with is my best friend. But maybe it's cuz I've known her for years. But IVE KNOWN MY FAMILY LONGER so what? I've been more comfortable being myself and dressing how I like and express how I like. But I still cover it all up by just lying. It's so annoying. Like do I just take it back right after I lie? But then now I'm a just a liar to them. Gosh I'd hate it if I was a pathological liar but that seems extra.
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Venting: my dad
Family & Caregivers / by Mroppy
Last post
 May 9th, 2025
...See more I want out of my mind. My home. My family. My life. I AM TIRED. The only thing that brings me joy and live is my dog and the only reason I stay. My dad has become unbearable person to be around and his constant berating is getting me. Every answer is wrong even no answer. But I love him, worried about him, and I can't just leave him.
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I'm losing my LGBTQness
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by Mroppy
Last post
 April 13th, 2025
...See more I've come to a point where my default answer in even my head are programmed to be "normal" I've made sure so hard that no one will know in queer that it feels like I'm losing that part myself. It hurts cuz I want to just be open with myself AT LEAST. But I've shunnedmyself so hard. Even with friends I just say I'm queer. Or that I'm just me. Even now I can't even say it. Like I censor myself in diaries and journals cuz in the back of my head my family will find out. Or just the way society is harsh I feel like I will get shunned. It's like I want to scream who I am. But my throat got cut off. Or I can't say the words I know.
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How Important are Friends?
Friendship Support / by Mroppy
Last post
 March 5th, 2025
...See more How important are friends to you? and What are your dynamics like? I've been thinking about making friends and connections. I'm introverted and enjoy solitude, but having someone to chat or hang out with sounds nice. I'm a low-maintenance friend: I don’t need constant interaction, just occasional check-ins. My current friendships work that way, and I always listen, help, and like to joke around when we do talk. I tend to keep my distance, maybe due to self-doubt or anxiety. But, being around family and my thoughts all day can be draining. I enjoy both fun, silly moments and deep conversations. Either way good company is something I/I'd enjoy.
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Too Emotional (Crying)
General Support / by Mroppy
Last post
 March 7th, 2025
...See more I'm way too emotional over stuff. I cried from Finding Dory to seeing people helping each other. Sad/emotional music. Especially with dogs and family. It get really annoying because at one point I'm watching funny videos then a video of a dog with 2 legs teaching a 2 legged puppy to walk and I pause. Then cry. Or when I'm trying to give a point, speak seriously I tear up. My dad hates it. And my younger sister sees me as baby. A part of me likes how emotional I am. But atp I'm sensitive to stuff and I try to toughen up. I remember telling this one situationship that I don't think crying is bad and I enjoy it and he though it was a sign of weakness. My friends understand it, but I feel like I on the far end. I've tried toughened up and *** up. I just feel silly and repressed. Idk what to do, if Im going somewhere or busy my face is red and my eyes are watery. It's annoying.
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Invincible S3
TV & Movies / by Mroppy
Last post
 February 26th, 2025
...See more It's sick! I'm enjoying it. I'm on ep 4 pretty neat 👍🏼
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Journal: My Nook
Journals & Diaries / by Mroppy
Last post
 May 9th, 2025
...See more I'm going to make this my journal. To express myself and my thoughts. So I don't go crazy! Be warned of the path that bestows ahead of you traveller. 🫡 Most likely it will be just rants, venting, or some way to get my mind off stuff. I will take advice, comments, and questions (depending how intricate). I'm open to just chattin it up too. With every entry I'll write a word that described my day. I'll just start off for today's entry Perseverant I think today was fine. As most days are. My dad is sick these last two days. Im taking care of him. And the pets. Yesterday I had 2 job interviews that went fine; 1 for a Rbt therapist another for a Substitute teacher assistant and that night I spoke with my sister about how we could help our financial situation better, with saving more and cutting out some stuff also we include our mom more. For Rbt i would need to commit to it. The sub one is good, but I need to take tests and I dont have insurance yet so Im also trying to get that for my sister and I. The process is annoying. Im introverted and dont really like being around people for a long time, but im adaptable and i manage, and when it goes nice its nice. I understand being an Rbt is demanding and that it'll take effort. But I do like to help, i just think i would be more of a background assistance. But i my parents especially disliked the idea or working with austic children. They just base everything on their experiences around them as the whole situation. I dont how true it is, but they say most of those children are violent and chaotic. That their personalities switch up. I argued with my dad about it; I always try to let him see that not everyone is a certain way. Or just being the neutral guy. So i guess that job isnt for me. :/ But mainly because of the commitment and they want me to study for their certificates and i want somewhere, to where i work and come home to do a certification for me. So thats where the Substitute Assistant comes in. I actually like that idea, but like i said insurance and doctors. So i guess ill be holding off for longer. 😮‍💨 Im sick of feeling useless and I want to be more. I know im not much of a person. So if not for myself. Ill perservere for my puppy. Hes everything to me right now. And ill be better for him. Hes smart, pretty, and silly. Hes a precious boy. ❤️ Tbh i think he saved me. Ever since i got him i became more productive and less slow and think about more than the present. I feel myself being more responsible and i want to maintain if not push further. Idk. I mean even saying that, I question.... does that make me pathetic? Am i that low? But hey ill just leave that there. I felt like I was being grumpy today I dont want to. I dont want to be pessimistic or negative, but im told i am. I thought k was realistic, but sometimes i do realize i could've been more optimistic. Maybe i have a resting 🐶 face but i even felt it inside today. While grocery shopping, I felt like idk grumpy cat. I told my dad about saving and cutting back, but my sister and he still get their wants. We’ve saved more, though. I don’t want to be cheap or sour. I just don’t need much in life. I have dreams and wishes, but they’re just that, and I can focus on what I need. Still, part of me hold me back that just wants to relax and chill. It saddens me how much money can hold people back and take a piece of them, but that’s another rant.
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