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Tayy2295
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Just a woman lost in her memories.

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Losing it
Trauma Support / by Tayy2295
Last post
 August 22nd
...See more Here lately, I have been struggling pretty hard. I'm ok on the outside, but the inside is a wreck. I've been trying the things they taught me in therapy but they aren't working. I'm tired.
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Rough spot.
Trauma Support / by Tayy2295
Last post
 August 6th
...See more I have been in therapy twice a week for a little over a year now. Here lately, we have been doing emdr and it feels as if it gets harder each session. The memories and flashbacks are taking a toll. I grew up in a very abusive household and have cptsd from it. I cut off my family because they are horrible people and I don't have any friends because I got tired replacing *** people with other *** people. The world has become very untrustworthy and I feel as if I can't relate to others. Idk, everything is so complicated.
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Not sure what I'm doing
Self-Harm Recovery / by Tayy2295
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 April 6th
...See more My name is Taylor and I'm a 30 year old woman who relapsed a year ago after a huge trigger and a domino effect of memories. I haven't met anyone my age who self harms. I honestly feel like I have no one to relate to in my life. I have a beautiful fiance but I feel as if there are things I can't tell her because she wouldn't understand/I'm protecting her. She is amazing and trustworthy. I just feel like what I'm going through is beyond words she tries to find because she doesn't know what to say. It's not her fault at all and I still unconditionally love her, she can't understand because she doesn't really know a lot about self harm. I don't know what I need, I just know that I'm going through a lot. I do see a therapist twice a week but I don't feel like she truly understands either. Those are the only 2 people in my life. I kind of closed a lot of people out. Long story with that. I'm not sure if there is anyone out there to relate to but I'm still trying.
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Trauma Support / by Tayy2295
Last post
 March 1st
...See more Hi, my name is Tayy and I'm a 30 yo female. I have been in a spiral for the past year or so. I grew up in a very abusive household and I thought I was able to push everything down. I thought I had accepted my past and was able to keep everything in the past. My therapist said that trauma tends to poke it's head out with age. Our brains get tired of acting like things didn't happen. I am feeling hopeless, like healing is impossible for me. I'm not sure if I need someone who relates to me or if I need tools that might help. I was wondering if anyone has found anything that helps them. I cope with self-harm but here lately that hasn't been helping. I have no family or friends to turn to. It sounds bad but I made it that way. I got tired of being hurt by people. I do have my fiancé but even she doesn't know a lot of my trauma, just the basics. I would greatly appreciate any advice.
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