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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts311 Forum posts40 Forum upvotes173 Current upvotes173 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2025 Member sinceJuly 3, 2025
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Let the objective truth show.
General Support / by Thehollowwoods01
Last post
 September 13th, 2025
...See more If someone can prove there side of the story and us willing to do so regardless of consequences.  Than they should be allowed to do so....not just for their sake but for any one involved and the future they could have as a result. It not fair or good to simply suffer a person without being challenged. Its not okay to believe what you WANT to believe without hearing the other side. Ppl are emotional they make mistakes....if the person your condeming has lived a life that taught him that and is willing to not be vengeful , than you should be willing to accept and let the person tell there side and prove you wrong....we all go from that experience.   I am who i say i am.....let me show you so we can all grow together.  The fact is both parties did wrong....at some point weather in death or life, it will be seen....why not let someone prove it while they are alive.....im not the one lying anymore....either trust that or test it...but trust the results. 
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I feel i want to give up
General Support / by Thehollowwoods01
Last post
 September 4th, 2025
...See more Sometimes,I try so hard to talk this situation im in out. I even meet ppl half way, I'll admit if I think I could be wrong in places and although im not been perfect , I do t see myself as a threat to ppl. If ppl could feel what I feel about life they'd know I dont like seeing g ppl hurt or even think of me hurting  someone. But im begins g to realize, nobody cares. Ppl think what they think and I can't change it. I have no fight left in me and there's no hope to make it right. Nobody believes in me.....so I think sometimes, maybe it be best if I just quit trying and go away. End it. Its just a feeling  I have. And I don't know or don't think it'll get better. I use to think that being g kind to ppl was like.....what we are suppose to do...plus I lack ability to even fight back. Even when I want to its hard and as I got older I thought it was because im wiser, but maybe it's cause im actually weaker. I dont see an end and by time I actually do get chance to be heard, my life will be spent and what's the point at that time, I won't be able to improve my life then. 
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How do I get others to see inside me accurately.
General Support / by Thehollowwoods01
Last post
 August 22nd, 2025
...See more I feel like nothing g I do is good enough and ppl judge me. To say they aren't us a lie, cause everyone, even ppl in normal situations get judged. We say nobodies opinion of you matters, but we all know thats not true either. How ppl feel about you and around you directly affects your life and quality of life.... My question is ( I figured I'd just ask outright) one are some steps or thi gs I could do to improve how ppl feel about and around me. Im shy, akward, often judged poorly and also ppl don't like me much. Is there anything I should or could be doing to improve how ppl feel about me? And how do you cope in a world your not liked and have no friends?  I don't think im a bad person,and I don't want to hurt ppl for any reason, thats not to say im perfect cause im not,  I've said horrible things gs in the past, made mistakes as a child and im sure I make mistakes now that I just do t know of yet but I believe the core of me is good. I'd like to make improvements in my life but find it hard cause im in such pain all the time....idk what I can do to improve my quality of life....can someone give me advice please. 
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Is there anybody out there....
General Support / by Thehollowwoods01
Last post
 August 17th, 2025
...See more Sometimes I wonder if ppl really care about me....if anybody at all sees any good in me....if it's possible to meet a person that will care for me and I care for them. I know some ppl respond to my posts and that does help a bit but sometimes I wonder if ppl mean it. We all love to be kind to each other here,  but I wonder if it's realistic optimism for me. All I see is negative around me. Ppl aren't always sincere with me and think I'm fake or bad person and I just.....I just don't see the hope to find a lover or friend. Moving won't help due to my situation being so extreme. So I wonder sonetimes.....is there really anybody out there that sees how hiard I'm trying to work and hold myself together, and does anybody care? 
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Part 3
General Support / by Thehollowwoods01
Last post
 August 6th, 2025
...See more knew my father did t like me or had hard time with me (not to mention i knew things about him which were unsavory) but I never thought he'd wish to ruin my life without getting fact straight nor would I imagine him thinking it okay to essentially kill your own kid through public mobbing. There are still things idk....this is true but it not the first time my mind d has blanked out and went on auto pilot during a stressful situation. So I believe my story can be believed and I can be trusted. My back ground  is not that of hurting ppl. Im Scared of ppl, i have hard time  talking to others, I was not good in school and got bullied frequently to point I dropped out of highschool.....no...I'm not saying g I'm a saint by any means I did make fun of a kid my age when I was in middle school but I apologized to him. Idk what else to say to clear this situation up....I know I'm right... further more so e have eluded to the fact that the lady I stayed with for that week I was kicked out of house has told ppl we had a relationship which is impossible, I was a Virgin till 21 and was shy with new ppl. I loss my virginity to a woman. Named Christy. To make matters worst I had friends who knew this was going on, these rumors were being g spread and did nothing to help. I gave no clue....now I can't clear any of it up and ppl think I'm some kind da child hurting abuser or worst. Im batyralky a giving person which has been shown my entire life....again I am no sai t...yes I help ppl, try to encourage ppl but there are times I say very hurtful horrible things when Im Hurting ir mad....I dont see how ppl can't believe me. Other than I did tell tales cause I was insecure about myself....which does not excuse that action and am willing g to admit that. But given my entire history and present history of being abused and not hurting others or getting bitter I think ppl should give me the chance. I dont expect ppl to believe me or think they will try to stop it....I have more I could say but it gets redundant after a but....it's just...how can I correct or fix what I either A. was not told was broken or B. did not remember it being broken properly. I went my whole life not knowing......I've told many ppl thus and it only get worst...Im even admitting g I don't remember everything . So how am I trying  to be bad....how do I get it to stop? I was told it never will till.....ya know.....tgat can't be just or fair. I dk....sorry to vent it's just....thats why I think my future is hopeless. I'd line to meet a woman and settle down or fix d a good friend....but i don't think that'll happen ever now. 
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Part 2
General Support / by Thehollowwoods01
Last post
 August 6th, 2025
...See more this get more blurry here but I believe the mother asked me what had happened and since the only thing I could think of at the time was idk....thats what I said....idk....idk why I said it I just did. More must have happened but the rest of it is not clear.  So I'll never know. I guess, but my guesses apparently are never right. I was in shock. I'd never been through that before...Since then weird things been taking place for years, I didn't  realize it was connected and most I didn't  realize till few years ago. By time I realized it was all connected to that moment it was to late to fix or make others understand. Ppl have been harassing me, telling me my fate is to kill mysekf. They stalk me and play head games with me. I could never figure out why someone would believe I'd hurt a child on purpose or that what I say isn't true.....but they did elude to fact that my own father played a role so the only thing I can think of is a conversation me and him had in passing....he was driving and I had mentioned  how sometimes when the baby cried and wouldnt stop I could feel my self getting g annoyed and mad and I didn't know how other parents do it so naturally, I didn't thin I could put up with that. A passing statement largely meant to be a joke.....I believe my father twisted and said ither wise....now for whatever reason I've never been approached by the police....so recently I've been trying to track down not only this Samantha lady but also I opened a police case on myself in hopes it could start a conversation and make the harassing stop. I can go nowhere with this mob mentality after me....part 2
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Part 1
General Support / by Thehollowwoods01
Last post
 August 6th, 2025
...See more I want ppl to know my side, and I want ppl to unnderstand what I'm going through.....Years ago (idk exactly time frame but I'm guessing 05 or 06 ) my father had kicked me out of the house and for a week to a month I was introduced to a woman I now remember her name as Samantha ( I believe) I baby sat her kids while she was at work. I slept on the couch cause there was no room for me. It was a kind gesture. One day while baby sitting the baby was choking on a necklace pendant I had taken off....I will admit I didn't know how to react to the situation, I quickly grabbed the child and tried to hit the pendant out of his throat but that did not work so I turned child over and saw it so I grabbed it out. The rest is kind a blur...I can remember crying and calling the mom while she was at work and since her family lived next door I brought children over to the house cause I could not think or deal with what just happened....pt1 
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HD a dream but it was a nightmare in disguise
General Support / by Thehollowwoods01
Last post
 August 3rd, 2025
...See more I dreamt of my ex wife....she was almost nearly a perfect angel....I do great not thinking of her much now....but I just fell asleep and in my dream we were talking and when I woke up I felt so so sad....like she just left or so.ethi g. It wad a nice dream....but it left me feeling so bad. I miss her. 
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