Part 2

this get more blurry here but I believe the mother asked me what had happened and since the only thing I could think of at the time was idk....thats what I said....idk....idk why I said it I just did. More must have happened but the rest of it is not clear.  So I'll never know. I guess, but my guesses apparently are never right. I was in shock. I'd never been through that before...Since then weird things been taking place for years, I didn't  realize it was connected and most I didn't  realize till few years ago. By time I realized it was all connected to that moment it was to late to fix or make others understand. Ppl have been harassing me, telling me my fate is to kill mysekf. They stalk me and play head games with me. I could never figure out why someone would believe I'd hurt a child on purpose or that what I say isn't true.....but they did elude to fact that my own father played a role so the only thing I can think of is a conversation me and him had in passing....he was driving and I had mentioned  how sometimes when the baby cried and wouldnt stop I could feel my self getting g annoyed and mad and I didn't know how other parents do it so naturally, I didn't thin I could put up with that. A passing statement largely meant to be a joke.....I believe my father twisted and said ither wise....now for whatever reason I've never been approached by the police....so recently I've been trying to track down not only this Samantha lady but also I opened a police case on myself in hopes it could start a conversation and make the harassing stop. I can go nowhere with this mob mentality after me....part 2