Part 1

I want ppl to know my side, and I want ppl to unnderstand what I'm going through.....Years ago (idk exactly time frame but I'm guessing 05 or 06 ) my father had kicked me out of the house and for a week to a month I was introduced to a woman I now remember her name as Samantha ( I believe) I baby sat her kids while she was at work. I slept on the couch cause there was no room for me. It was a kind gesture. One day while baby sitting the baby was choking on a necklace pendant I had taken off....I will admit I didn't know how to react to the situation, I quickly grabbed the child and tried to hit the pendant out of his throat but that did not work so I turned child over and saw it so I grabbed it out. The rest is kind a blur...I can remember crying and calling the mom while she was at work and since her family lived next door I brought children over to the house cause I could not think or deal with what just happened....pt1