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alinawren
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I wanna know why, yk?

Why things happen, why people act in certain ways. It's so fascinating, how the human mind works.

and I want to know if there's someone who has these kind of thoughts too

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I feel guilty
Mindfulness Center / by alinawren
Last post
 August 13th, 2025
...See more My friend. My ex. I care for him, not romantically, but platonically. tho from what im observing he thinks otherwise. I dont want him to kill himself but like, he keeps saying im the only one keeping him alive. its so much responsibility for me that ive never even asked for, and I really really do care abt him. he should lay that on someone who is capable of helping him instead since he won't *** accept my help. He's a good person, but I can't keep doing this. I'm so tired. I jst feel so *** guilty cuz what kind of friend would I be if i dont try to stop him from killing himself. but at the same time im so tired and i have my own life and problems. and I'm a teenager for ***'s sake not a *** licensed therapist. sorry for allat jst idk rambling yall have a NICE AF DAY THOO
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idk how to feel
Grief & Loss / by alinawren
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 July 21st, 2025
...See more my ex told me he'd commit. Like an hour ago. I was powerless to stop him. I couldn't. my ex cared, and care abt me a lot, so I respect him. But I still broke up w him because he didn't make me truly happy and it seems like I didn't to him either. anyways. I dont know how to feel. ive texted his friend to help him because i couldnt physically be there but the message didnt fckn send because i didnt have enough money on the phone to send an sms message. i rlly cant cry rn, i dont think its hitting me yet. i know, though, that when it does, I'd probablystart blaming myself. i jst rn idk please , what do i do
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I jst hate my past self.
Mindfulness Center / by alinawren
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 July 30th, 2025
...See more this ain't even going to be long. I jst want to forget what happened. I hate who I was before. I hate the guilt. It's the worst emotion ever, imo, at least. idk, but I would really like to somehow forgive my past self. I didn't know better, but I should have. anyways I HOPE YALL HAVE A NICE DAYYY!!
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I know but idk, ykw I mean?
Depression Support / by alinawren
Last post
 July 1st, 2025
...See more I wouldn't call myself depressed. I'm just lost, yk? I believe it's because of my own awareness. This probably sounds cringe af but I don't live life as me. I keep changing myself based on the person I'm talking to. And you may say that that is sooo normal. It is. But I keep looking into others, how they act, how they feel. I know exactly how to get certain reactions out of people, and that's probably normal too so idek why I'm feeling these things. I don't feel like I'm me most of the time. AND NOW I PROMISE I'M NOT SELF GLAZING but I love that I can understand why people do things, therefore, I normally don't judge anyone at all. Although the thing is I feel like that's the thing that isn't making me happy. No one attempts to do the same for me, and I acknowledge that. Society is like that, and I don't blame anyone. However, I feel like I'm just idk stuck in a rabbit hole. Jst doing shi that doesn't even matter which idk why tf it relates to what I was saying but idek. I wish I could know what my actual fckn problem is so that I could actually change and forgive my past self. just venting, HOPE YALL HAVE A NICE DAYY!!!
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