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allymonae
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PathStep 11 Compassion hearts53 Forum posts12 Forum upvotes24 Current upvotes24 Age GroupAdult Last activeApril, 2026 Member sinceNovember 12, 2025
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God is all I need to surpass through my trials and tribulations. Even though I’m suffering within.. my story is not over.💐

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Depression Support / by allymonae
Last post
 April 17th
...See more so my name is Alizé and I am battling something that’s so traumatic that I can’t seem to get over and some days it hits me really hard. I’m only 25 and I’m feeling like my last option is to you know what myself.. I’ve experienced abuse at a 21-23 by a guy I met who was very deceiving and I fault myself because I knew what it was but my Brian was so confused on all the things he was doing.. the emotional confusion of one day we good and the next we not. This guy was only 19.. he lied about his age at such a late time that I didn’t think it was a big deal. This person has ruined my brain. My mental health. My way of living. People say turn to therapy but it truly don’t help me. It only makes me open up old wounds. I’m hurting see down inside and I believe in God , I really do , but this pain is following me into a dark space. It’s starting to take over bc I feel so stupid. I feel like my life is over and then he makes me feel like it’s not a big deal bc it’s the past but my brain has permanent damage. I’m in Texas and I barely leave the house bc all I think bout is the places we been together.. it interrupts my day to day. I feel so awful tht I met someone who is this evil to even do these things to me and I’m trying to fight this feeling everyday but it’s so hard. It’s SO HARD. I am tired of crying. I’m tired of feeling this way. I just want it to end.. I can’t help but feel pain.. he cheated on me , hit me, called me names, the family of his did damage too. I just have so much anger and hurt.. and nobody calls to check on me so I swallow ts. I’m just over it. My brain is so filled.
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Losing apartment
Depression Support / by allymonae
Last post
 April 7th
...See more I’m only 25 and I’m about to lose my apartment. I only had it for 3 months. I had a job , but they fired me bc of the days I was missing bc I kept being put out by my mom and sister… I feel like a failure knowing tht I have 30 days to vacate.. I start Amazon on the 20th but the apartments not giving me time. I’m trying all I can. Ye it’s not enough and I have a bf who does trucking but watches me struggle.. and said everything I do is self inflicted but I didn’t deserve to go through what I went through. Why am I with someone who won’t help me.. who rather watch me doordash and all these things ., sleep peacefully while I’m losing my own mind.
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Family issues :,)
Depression Support / by allymonae
Last post
 November 18th, 2025
...See more Currently I am only 24 & I am dealing with alot of problems involving my family. It’s so much that it’s affecting my relationship with my boyfriend bc I take my anger out on him. My family puts me down and even though I know I have alot to live for.. they make me feel like I’m useless and not meant to be here. I go to school, just bought my cash car, and I have a job AND I move in my first apartment in December which is my bday month , but they making sure I don’t have a good time up until I move in my own. This is really affecting my life. My mom and sister put me out 24/7 when some don’t go their way & I am very respectful. I treat everyone’ around me with care and love & I make sure that this don’t turn me cold. My heart can only take so much tbh
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Parenting & Pregnancy / by allymonae
Last post
 January 5th
...See more So I’m 24 andddd I just want to get personal. Me and my bf had s** but it was before my period.. but he made it come early because yk .. and it was a day away and he you know what. 3-4 weeks later I been feeling off and this weird thing happened to me.. I’ve been eating chips and pickles and I never ever craved tht before.. maybe I’m tripping , but it’s what I been eating recently and it’s so weird bc it was so good to me.. but IDK
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Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by allymonae
Last post
 November 16th, 2025
...See more Sometimes im okay and other times my mind takes over and it’s crazy bc i cant control it. My bf want me to ge therapy .. but I don’t want to repeat my trauma all over again.. im only 24.. as I got older and realized the stuff I went through wasn’t normal.. it all haunts me and affects me, my mood, my life.
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acceptance
Motivation & Accountability / by allymonae
Last post
 November 13th, 2025
...See more As someone who has experienced a lot of things at an early age. I say.. be the best version of your self that you can be. It’s never too late to start over. You can’t control what life throws at you, but you can control yourself.
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Life is rough.
Depression Support / by allymonae
Last post
 November 12th, 2025
...See more My boyfriend feel as though I should consider therapy if I want our relationship to work because I have trauma and I sometimes spazz out on him due to the things I’ve been through & I never thought that therapy would work for me.. but here I am wanting the help. Sometimes it’s my thoughts that take em to a dark place and other times it’s the environment I am in. I’m only 24 and I feel like I’ve already dealt with enough things in my life.
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