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enthusiasticRaspberries2327
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PathStep 9 Compassion hearts96 Forum posts22 Forum upvotes43 Current upvotes43 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2025 Member sinceSeptember 17, 2021
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I am better than my circumstances

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This is a joke
Anxiety Support / by enthusiasticRaspberries2327
Last post
 December 7th, 2025
...See more I had the weirdest thing happen to me the other day. I was at the school cafeteria and I sat down to eat. I started eating then i noticed a girl point at me and i heard “she other there” a group of people looked at me while she looked at me away to point. I was so confused while all the faces turned to me. I couldn’t see far without my glasses so I didn’t know if it was about me. Everyone was looking at my way then they all looked away as I stared at me. The girl who pointed at me looked familiar so I stared at her purple hair but i thought of one person but i couldn’t tell. As I was thinking about what happened I saw one person walk to the other side of the room. What is strange is this is this has happened before where I can’t tell what happened bc I couldn’t see. This is scary and makes me anxious as this situation could go different ways if I could see. I think little chances of things happening like that. If I did this instead of this makes me crazy and makes me overthink what could happen. I was put into multiple situations where I could have been in danger if I read the situation wrong or what if I did something different. This makes my days feel transparent and I want to run away to start over. What the helly
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What the helly is going on?
Anxiety Support / by enthusiasticRaspberries2327
Last post
 December 4th, 2025
...See more This holiday break was great too see my family and have a FEW days of break but all week I was trying to do my homework which I FORGOT AT SCHOOL so i had to walk in the snow to get my FINALS paper to complete my assignments. This blew a grenade in my pond bc I could not concentrate. All I wished was to spend time with fam and friends but I was dreading my assignments. While i headed back to work I was late and my boos was there and didn’t seem happy then told me that i need to watch training videos to learn efling idk how to do that💔 my boss sometimes challenges my ability while I am still learning the job. Work has drained all my motivation because I’m asked to do more while I don’t get anything in return. I don’t expect much but communication and kindness that seems like I’m asking for too much. School has also challenged me but it’s given me a chance to grow and have positive critiques that has befitted me more and I want to put all my energy into it but I am tried and insecure of failure. Falling for that feeling I CANT do this and it’s inevitable of a bad outcome has made it hard to see the bright side. I feel like quitting on life and lay in bed all day but I feel like I’m burning from my regrets. As a student I am supposed to invent in my mind but how can I when I can’t find motivation or the ability to do anything. My brain is frozen from the cold wind and I don’t want to do anything but be a rock and let the world pass by. I just want a nap and no worried for tomorrow.
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How do I keep working forward?
Student Support / by enthusiasticRaspberries2327
Last post
 December 3rd, 2025
...See more I’ve taken a step forward while I keep getting step back. I thought I was doing great but I found myself with a bad grade as my teacher put all my work in and brought my grade down. I was doing good so far as it was at a 75 almost but I lost hope when I saw this. I’m very stressed out that im getting eczema. I feel like I hit rock bottom. I feel so defeated.
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Learning to keep moving
Anxiety Support / by enthusiasticRaspberries2327
Last post
 October 31st, 2025
...See more How do i separate work and school with my personal life. I’m so stressed but i keep it all inside and i just end up scrolling on my phone. How do i get better at being present?
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I wish I knew when I needed to flip the switch
Anxiety Support / by enthusiasticRaspberries2327
Last post
 October 31st, 2025
...See more Today was another reminder that all my actions matter. It made me rethink my choices in life. It made me think if they were all worth the little sanity I have for the outcome it could be. My expectations were high and I thought I had to wait for them to happen but it was not what I was expecting. Going to work and school has been a big change in my life and doing them at the same time while trying to pursue a career. I feel like I don’t make room for other things I enjoyed in life. A lot of people I’ve talked to about my problems have always said that the sacrifice is worth it and it will be all worth it in the end. I tried thinking that way and hoped for the best but I’m only finding misery. I want to look for a different job that can help me save up for the future but I had two completely different to jobs and none of them are working out. I want to try remote but I don’t wanna get scammed💔 I’m hoping things get better again but I’m losing actual sleep💔 My friend asked if I could go get our nails done but who knows if I cloud go bc I have homework every week💔 fall is pretty but it’s reminding me that I having to make more decisions for the future💔 I hate my boss he a crybaby old man fart bald wrinkly elbow💔
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It’s getting harder to breathe
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by enthusiasticRaspberries2327
Last post
 September 8th, 2025
...See more I’ve been told that children shouldn’t be seen but heard by my mother. She never told me that before but she said she’s heard it growing up. I never thought my mother would believe that but as I gotten older I have realized the neglect. I don’t want to list all the “problems” she did but I never thought I was being abused because I didn’t have physical scars. I always thought neglect was physical. One thing that stood out to me is she ignored my teachers who knew I had ADHD and tried to get me help but she declined bc she thought they were “trying me make me seem stupid” I never thought I had adhd until I heard someone talk about it and talked to my high school psychologist and has said it’s been documented since I was in elementary school and gave me a packet of documentation from teachers notes to charts. she knew without trying to help me. She used to talk behind my back about me being a problem and i needed to be sent away bc she couldn’t figure me out. She wouldn’t talk to me all day until it was time to go to bed or go to school. I never knew this wasn’t normal behavior, I always thought I deserved it one way or the other then take it out on myself with sh and a ed because I truly believed I was a stain needed to be scrummed away. I didn’t have friends in elementary school so I was alone and had no one to talk to about my problems. I was always convinced by my father that if I ever talked about what happened at home it was my fault if people called the police or cps. I thought I had friends but come to find out I didn’t bc they rejected me for other people. I always felt alone so I turned to weed to help me relax my mind but I just got addicted. I don’t want to say it helps but it does help me sleep kinda bc i usually take hours to fall asleep or wake in the middle of the night. Lately it hasn’t gotten easy. I’ve tried to get diagnosed for my mental health but i was recommended to the wrong doctor and my current doctor is moving locations. I’m in collage and I wanted to see if I could get accommodations but I need to be diagnosed and it’s a year wait list and I’ll be out by then. I’m worried as I get more into the school year I’m going to struggle and I was never good at doing homework because my mother would help me but usually that turned into a screaming match. I’m struggling and my parents don’t see that at all and it angers me but I can’t express that to them because I have and gotten the crazy card pulled on me. I want to be better than them. I want to do better and act better but it’s hard to when this is the environment. I’m physically and mentally exhausted. I used to draw and create what ever I could learn but now I don’t have motivation to even get out of bed. I have so many bad memories that keep me up trying to figure everything out to make sense of it all. I wish I was drinking and smoking with my ex friend but she’s a ex for a reason. I want to run away but I have no where to go so I sit in my room, smoking and trying to make sense of my homework. I don’t know if I can keep looking to the stars for hope or beg the moon to send me to a better place. All I can do for now is fill my lungs with smoke and listen to some Amy or Gaga.
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Not sorry
Personality Disorders Support / by enthusiasticRaspberries2327
Last post
 July 5th, 2025
...See more How do I get someone who’s not sorry to apologize? For my whole life my dad would do me wrong and never apologize after. He has yelled at me for being too loud or he would break something and blame it on something else but take accountability. Sadly I argue with him often and I end up projecting it. I want don’t to but I feel alone. I wish I had money to have my own place but unfortunately i may be lucky with a van💔 (I’ll definitely make it cute)
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Where to start
Personality Disorders Support / by enthusiasticRaspberries2327
Last post
 July 6th, 2025
...See more How do I talk to a friend I haven’t talked to that just reached out??? Sadly this friend gave me a ick and I’ve not answered their text because I don’t want to project my emotions on them when they are only trying to reach out and talk again. I feel bad but they don’t communicate very well. I want to isolate these feelings but I’m worried that I may start to hate them. What is a neutral way to handle not liking thing someone is doing? How do I not project my emotions onto them?
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