I wish I knew when I needed to flip the switch
Today was another reminder that all my actions matter. It made me rethink my choices in life. It made me think if they were all worth the little sanity I have for the outcome it could be. My expectations were high and I thought I had to wait for them to happen but it was not what I was expecting. Going to work and school has been a big change in my life and doing them at the same time while trying to pursue a career. I feel like I don’t make room for other things I enjoyed in life. A lot of people I’ve talked to about my problems have always said that the sacrifice is worth it and it will be all worth it in the end. I tried thinking that way and hoped for the best but I’m only finding misery. I want to look for a different job that can help me save up for the future but I had two completely different to jobs and none of them are working out. I want to try remote but I don’t wanna get scammed💔 I’m hoping things get better again but I’m losing actual sleep💔 My friend asked if I could go get our nails done but who knows if I cloud go bc I have homework every week💔 fall is pretty but it’s reminding me that I having to make more decisions for the future💔 I hate my boss he a crybaby old man fart bald wrinkly elbow💔
@enthusiasticRaspberries2327
I admire your work ethic and wanting to do well at school.
You can still do that and it will be worth it.
But you also need to make time for yourself , to create space to have fun and de-stress 💕💜
I really hate having a job. I just want to create things all dayâ¤ï¸ð¤§
@enthusiasticRaspberries2327 Creating sounds amazing, it surely would be great to be able to do what we love for a living 💕💜
@enthusiasticRaspberries2327 Hey, I feel this so deeply 💔 Life starts feeling like one big loop of working, studying, and trying to hold it together. It’s okay to feel tired and even question if it’s all worth it — that doesn’t mean you’re failing, it means you care.
The sacrifices you’re making now are planting seeds, even if you can’t see the growth yet. You deserve moments to breathe, laugh, and do small things that remind you of who you are outside of work and school. 🌱
Maybe things aren’t falling into place yet, but that doesn’t mean they won’t. Keep going — at your own pace. You’re doing better than you think. 🤍
