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fearlessOcean5083
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PathStep 3 Compassion hearts130 Forum posts11 Forum upvotes97 Current upvotes97 Age GroupTeen Last activeAugust, 2026 Member sinceFebruary 6, 2025
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Grief concern
7 Cups Online Therapy / by fearlessOcean5083
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 August 8th
...See more I am dealing with grief from loosing a parent I’m only young and I get that my friends would get it to a level. But all the important milestones like the passed one’s birthday, the anniversary of there death and holidays they have never reached out to me, these friends are very close to me and I thought maybe they just don’t remember, they asked me to hangout out the day before one of these special days and I reminded them that it was the anniversary of their passing so I would like to spend it with my family and no one texted on the day I just am I bit angry I don’t know if that’s right. It’s just I know if my friends parents passed away I would make sure at least to send a message checking in. I don’t know if I’m being extra or something. I know I won’t mention anything to them but I’m scared I will build up a resentment or anger towards them and that not fair on them cause I didn’t let them know how I’m feeling.
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Grief & Loss / by fearlessOcean5083
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 November 9th, 2025
...See more Hi everyone, I’m really struggling to deal with the loss of my dad, he passed at the start of the year due to cancer. I’m only 16 and it’s just so confusing. like it’s changed me so much. I don’t remember anything. I feel like my mind has blocked out before he passed and even to this day, I don’t know, life is like “not real” if you will. kind of just a daze. It’s hard everyday, but I guess people have seemed to move on around me. I find myself thinking about life after death. And I’m not Christian but I couldn’t imagine my father just having no part of me like not watching over me. If someone brings up his passing or somthing in day time or just out, I feel like it’s okay to talk about like idk but when I’m alone it’s hits so hard. it’s weird. I don’t know, this is just kind of a vent. I don’t know anyone grieving and maybe some advice would be nice thanks.
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General Support / by fearlessOcean5083
Last post
 February 27th, 2025
...See more I miss my dad so much. He passed away just over two weeks ago due to cancer. I have never felt this kind of pain and lost before. I don’t think I will ever be myself or genuinely happy again. My friends don’t understand what’s happening and my mum wants me to keep going to school. It’s too much. I guess school is kind of a distraction of everything going on at home but at school I have to act fine Yk. No one knows that he passed and when I go it’s life still goes on when it shouldn’t without my dad. I do really like my friends only 3 know about it but they don’t understand what I’m going through, and just dodge the subject. I want to talk about my dad I feel like it helps but can’t bring it up to my friends or my mum. I don’t wanna make it about me cause I know everyone is grieving but I was my dad’s girl and I feel like there’s no one that wanted my success or loves me more than him. I feel so angry that that was taken away from me. I don’t know what I’m trying to get from this thread but I feel like I just needed to get it out of my head. thanks for listening
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I miss my dad
7 Cups Online Therapy / by fearlessOcean5083
Last post
 March 3rd, 2025
...See more I lost my dad over two weeks ago to cancer. I miss him so bad. I am just so angry about this whole thing. I hate going to school and my friends don’t understand what I’m going through cause I’m only young for a parent to pass away. It hurts so bad I don’t ever think I will be me again or be genuinely happy. Nights are the worst when I am alone with my thoughts. I hate how cruel the world is.
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