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kawasakiKRT400rr
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My name is Tania I am struggling with the loss of my father in March 2025 but I also love to help people

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Depression/anti depressants
Depression Support / by kawasakiKRT400rr
Last post
 January 5th
...See more Hi I recently started on Prozac about 9 days ago and I feel like it’s making me worse . Has anyone experienced this with antidepressants? People say it’s normal to feel worse before better but I am getting discouraged. This is the hardest thing I’ve ever been through and people don’t understand how hard it is . They are just like get up and do the day . Like I can’t I can barely do the simplest things I am struggling really bad . Idk what to do anymore
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I’m sad
Grief & Loss / by kawasakiKRT400rr
Last post
 August 29th, 2025
...See more I feel like my brain isn’t functioning properly since I’ve been grieving . Sometimes I go to say something like birthday decorations and I kept saying birthday directions . Idk what’s wrong with me . Am I losing my mind now . There was something else I said wrong as well I don’t remember what it is at the moment but it wasn’t the right words . What’s wrong with me 😞
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Sad and angry
Grief & Loss / by kawasakiKRT400rr
Last post
 August 31st, 2025
...See more I lost my dad to suicide march 25 2025 and i am still not ok I feel like I am just existing pushing through every day miserable . Idk if im still grieving or what’s going on I feel like my life is ruined and it’s never going to get better . I wake up every morning mad and angry I am sad throughout the day I am angry at everyone for no reason . I am just always in a bad mood . I don’t like my life now there is no joy and happiness in my life anymore and I don’t know how to get it back . Yes I love my kids and they make me happy but I just want to have a happy life again. I don’t like listening to music anymore I don’t like going out anymore I don’t want to live in this house anymore . I always have anxiety and I’m just scared I will never be happy again. I don’t even have interest in riding my Motorcycle anymore which is very disturbing because I used to ride it every day. Everything just sucks now
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T.W. Loss of my dad to suicide
Grief & Loss / by kawasakiKRT400rr
Last post
 August 10th, 2025
...See more I am not okay at all today I lost my father to suicide March 25 2025 he was living with me I gave him my bedroom. That morning when I came from dropping my kids off I went to his room and found him shot to death it was horrifying I will never be able to erase what I seen that day . I miss him so much I wish he was still here . I don’t see myself being able to get through this or live a normal again and I have my 2 twin boys that are 10 years old . They don’t know or understand I try to be happy but I just can’t idk what to do anymore
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Loss of my Dad by Suicide
Grief & Loss / by kawasakiKRT400rr
Last post
 June 24th, 2025
...See more Hello I am so saddened to say I lost my father to suicide on March 25,2025 and I found him . I just don’t understand why he would do this . He moved In with me last year and a year later did this . I am devastated I have no motivation to do anything I am always in bed , I thought it would start to get easier but it’s not it seems like it’s getting harder. Father’s Day was very hard and it seems like it’s been worse since then . Will I ever feel normal again? I just want to be normal and happy again and I want to have the energy to go out of my house and not be depressed . I never get dressed to go out . This is just so terrible
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