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kindLime9951
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PathStep 8 Compassion hearts29 Forum posts23 Forum upvotes19 Current upvotes19 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2022 Member sinceFebruary 11, 2022
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Newly Diagnosed
Personality Disorders Support / by kindLime9951
Last post
 September 15th, 2022
...See more I just got diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. On top of that, I have depression, OCD, anxiety, Anorexia, PTSD, and panic disorder. I just feel like I’m so broken. I’m feeling so hopeless. I wish I could just be normal. I hate that I have so much trauma, and I resent everything I’ve been through and everyone who hurt me for causing my brain to get this jumbled. I’m working through things with my psychiatrist and therapist. It’s just hard. I wish I had hope. I wish I felt better. I feel like a failure.
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Wish I could stop
Self-Harm Recovery / by kindLime9951
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 May 6th, 2022
...See more Ever since I relapsed, it feels like I can’t stop. I’ve fallen right back into my old habits. I just can’t cope with all the anxiety, stress, and sadness that I am feeling. I know that I need help and I’m getting partially hospitalized as soon as a spot opens up. It’s just waiting for that spot to open that sucks right now. No matter what coping skills I try. No matter how much therapy I do, I just keep ending up in the same spot. A depressed mess who can’t fucking cope.
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Relapsed again
Self-Harm Recovery / by kindLime9951
Last post
 May 4th, 2022
...See more I feel like such a failure. I relapsed again. I got so triggered, and I just couldn’t stop thinking about it. I’m starting a partial hospitalization program soon, and I know that will help. It’s just hard because I wish I didn’t have to wait to start. I feel so upset and like I have failed. I hate doing it. I always regret it. I have absolutely no friends and I feel so alone.
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Relapse
Self-Harm Recovery / by kindLime9951
Last post
 April 19th, 2022
...See more I messed up and relapsed. I’m ok, but I feel so stupid and ashamed. I feel so bad that I did it again. I want to get better, but I just got so down that I couldn’t think of anything else. I feel absolutely awful. I get really triggered at religious holidays and I let my trauma get the best of me. I’m so upset with myself. I’m so sad. I wish I didn’t do it.
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Depression Making Me Want To Relapse
Self-Harm Recovery / by kindLime9951
Last post
 May 1st, 2022
...See more I’m having a really tough time with my depression. I’m feeling so sad and hopeless. I’m hurting so much. I have never wanted to relapse more. I’m just really really struggling. I just want to feel better. I don’t want to feel like I’m in so much pain. I hate feeling like this. My life just keeps getting worse and worse. I’m sad constantly. It’s awful.
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Struggling
Depression Support / by kindLime9951
Last post
 March 16th, 2022
...See more I’m struggling so much with my depression right now. I feel like I need a break from it but that break never comes. I just keep getting worse and worse. I hate myself. I hate myself so much that I can’t stand it. Every day I am more and more sad and more and more anxious. I have no one. I go to therapy and have a psychiatrist but that and the medicine don’t seem to be working. Im just struggling a lot.
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