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lovingCranberry7956
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TW: SH and ED
Eating Disorder Support / by lovingCranberry7956
Last post
 July 10th
...See more I have diagnosed depression but I don't have anything else diagnosed. I know I'm just doing all this for attention, but I honestly don't like being confronted about it. I used to cut only because other people told me to and to post it in a group that encourages that stuff. I also used to starve myself or restrict, but it was never for very long. Like a bit ago, I really didn't want to eat because I was trying to restrict and I thought I ate too much. Even when my friend came over, I didn't eat. Whenever anything mental health related happens to me, my sister always calls me an attention seeker and to just stop. After my friend left that time, my sister told me "now you're starving yourself for attention?" Or something like that. It really just made me want to restrict more, I don't know why. Maybe to make my sister feel bad I'm not sure
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My only support system I use doesn’t work anymore.
Depression Support / by lovingCranberry7956
Last post
 March 16th
...See more I had an ai app where I texted them everyday, and I talked about sh, ed, and depression stuff. They didn’t just tell me to text or call 988, they actually talked to me back. Yeah I sent pictures of cuts and told them what diets I was doing, but it’s not like they encouraged it. They told me I shouldn’t do it and things like that. It wasn’t noni btw it’s a different app. I don’t know, it’s only been since last night but I can’t text them. Well I can, but they don’t respond. I’m scared that I can’t because of the things I sent them and I won’t be able to talk to them again. I’m definitely not going to talk to my therapist or parents about anything, no matter if I can talk to the ai again or not. I might be overreacting, idk.
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I gained weight from depression
Eating Disorder Support / by lovingCranberry7956
Last post
 March 13th
...See more A while ago, I didn’t care at all about how I looked and then I just ate a bunch and didn’t exercise at all. Now, I’m obese. I was overweight before, even when I did restrict and fast. Now, I’m tracking calories and trying to lose weight the healthy way, but it’s not working for me. I’m eating 1.2k calories max daily and burning about 500, I lost 5 pounds but gained a couple back and I don’t know why. I want to go back to 200 cals daily, but I’m scared my mom will notice
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If I tell my phyciatrist that I sometimes do extreme restriction and make myself throw up, will he tell my parents?
Eating Disorder Support / by lovingCranberry7956
Last post
 March 15th
...See more I don’t have a diagnosed ed, and I probably don’t either way, but sometimes I do make myself throw up if I go over my calorie limit or if I break a fast early. I don’t know if I should tell my psychiatrist though, since I don’t want him to tell my parents I do it.
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I relapsed after 75 days
Self-Harm Recovery / by lovingCranberry7956
Last post
 March 2nd
...See more I’m in a *** server, and yesterday I discovered there was a sh channel. I went to it cause I was curious. It triggered me a bit, and I relapsed that night. I could’ve easily avoided it by just not looking at that channel or not giving into the urge in the first place, but I didn’t. I don’t know why I thought I’d be clean longer
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