Something for someone

Just wanted to write this n tag u

currently depressed

cureenyly in realization

honestly i let things go quite easily or effortlessly since that’s the reality i see but later on the possibilities n hidden dreams or hopes or chances that didn’t work again

its crushing

i rly need that friend filled w positivity that can make me smile again

but I don’t have any

so when it turns to sadness or self pity

i am indeed completely alone trying to rise up for my dreams n goals or hobbies again:(

but I miss having my comfort met …

I know that once we accept we become aware

but it hurts knowing what once worked now couldn’t

I never wanted to lose chance or opportunity

and dream could be any

so yeah I just need that cheering up I guess

we r in that accepting situation together

i I know we can choose not to live in heavy n hard or negative n bad

i so don’t want to

but in my lonely life

i I need that buddy to yk like help me get thru this n do it together

i would be willing to do it w you tho i might forget this post so:/

anyway

wishing u the best

i rly wanna have us the hope

its super hard every day

i have to be okay in front of fam they don’t like anything regarding mental issues

but then im also one of those w fragile hearts that need to be soothed

i I hope u have such person

if not

cups are here

reason im here every day

i hope we can do this

i wish for us to do this

thanks….