Struggle w comforting myself

I guess the emotionally numb

the sadness, the anxiety, the detachment

classic dissociation when ur tired but u have to show up hits rly hard after fam issues again

last night before I was totally depleted

thinking why being here when ur so unloved

this day it was better to sleep

but I’m so tired man

i would rather sleep

would rather to be evening …

or maybe just to have a little energy n encouragement for now

the void is deep

my wound always opens up

yk?