Can someone help?
Hi
I didn't know where to post. I am in complete shut down I feel. I am at home but hiding in my bed. Mum has asked me four times to eat. I am hiding because I feel anytime there will be taunts coming my way. I don't think I want to talk to parents. No one will understand me. I will be given advice. I will be told to set my life right. I am feeling total shut down where anything is not possible maybe. I mean everything is overwhelming.
I am waiting for parents to sleep to feel a bit ok. My brother doesn't live with us. He has a wife and two kids. I tried recently in my own ways but I think he doesn't care.
I don't think I can take care of my mum or help my parents generally. I am not in a condition. I don't know whom to contact to just give my mum some support. I did message my brother twice in the past week about it. I don't know if he acted on it. I have sent him a message about the tests my mum needs to get.
I am thinking maybe staying in some other place will give me some peace of mind. I won't be hiding for my parents to sleep. But not equipped to help myself find a place asap.
It's not really easy talking to listeners. How many times will you explain yourself? And there is so much bothersome. Also, everyone doesn't get that the situation might not be grime but it may seem to me.
@sociableDrum9946
It's important if it matters to you.
Your feelings are valid.
I'm sorry you feel like you cannot find peace and rest 💚
First, I met a listener who was interested in ***.
Next, I met a listener who sent me a mail about suicide and then a fake mail from police department saying he is dead.
Then, I met a highly rated listener. He didn't mind calling me screwed up.
I never kept my guards talking to listeners. I haven't scrutinized my talks. I was looking for acceptance. I have seen a lot of trauma and have adhd. I am alone in life. But I know I am not crazy. I am in distress but that doesn't make me emotionally weak or screwed up. How would have I survived? How would I be taking care of other despite not being ok?
Anyway, this is about it. Goodbye 7 cups.
Hey, new listener here - I like the questions you put at the end of this comment. If you'd want to repeat your story once more; I'd be interested to hear what's troubling you & see if there's some answers to be found.
Good luck & take care either way!
@sociableDrum9946
I can feel your thoughts,
We can always talk if you feel like, would be more than happy to listen to you dear
Take care
First of all I am really sorry for what experience you had earlier.
Here we give you a judgement free and safe pace to speak your heart out/vent it out.
If you feel like talking to someone and give it a chance, i am always available.
Just drop me a message.
