SPOKEN THE UNSPOKEN
I'm so exhausted and anxious and depressed and low... when will this all end when will I become independent I'm tired of trying nad and trying and trying... God enough please enough... losing the luv of your life and facing family issues, financial issues is Very difficult for me...I fell in luv when I was 17, now it's been 7 years I'm waiting and waiting and waiting for him... I'm Muslim so haram relationships are not allowed in our religion and I know my family wouldn't accept him because he's out of our cast..from the past 7 years I'm just praying, making duas and waiting for miracle and he knows this... I'm afraid of the moment when he left me completely...in past 7 years we have just talked once as i said talking to na mahram is not allowed in our religion and I respect this but sometimes I can't...I just can't.. I'm tired... In Pakistan becoming independent is very difficult and I'm facing this thing too.. I'm 23 and still not independent... I'm tired of doing efforts again and again... I'm human being not a stone..I took have feelings, I took have wishes, needs
I wish I could make my parents proud, I wish I can make him mine, I wish I can independent, I wish I can go some far away from this duniya, i wish i can die💔
@Faizazakria555 Hello Faiza, Welcome to 7Cups and thank you for sharing your unspoken thoughts. I am sorry to hear that you are experiencing a lot right now. You going through a lot and having lot of ongoing emotions and thoughts including being exhausted, anxious, depressed, and so on. Waiting for someone you love while respecting religious beliefs must be challenging. What thoughts come up for you when you think about the fear of him leaving you?
Please know you have all of us here with you to listen to and support you. You are not alone in this.
I understand how overwhelming and challenging it can feel to navigate through these difficult circumstances. It's completely normal to feel exhausted and discouraged, especially when faced with so many obstacles.
But I want you to know that even in the midst of these struggles, there is hope. While it may seem like you're stuck in a cycle of waiting and uncertainty, it's important to remember that change is always possible, even if it takes time.
You have already shown incredible resilience and determination by continuing to persevere despite the challenges you're facing. Your ability to keep going, even when it feels like everything is against you, is a testament to your strength and courage.
It's also important to acknowledge the progress you've made, no matter how small it may seem. Each step forward, no matter how tiny, brings you closer to your goals and dreams.
While it's natural to feel frustrated and impatient, try to focus on the things you can control and take small, manageable steps towards your independence and personal growth. Whether it's seeking out new opportunities, building your skills, or reaching out for support, every action you take brings you closer to where you want to be.
And remember, you are not alone in this journey. There are people who care about you and want to see you succeed. Don't hesitate to lean on them for support and encouragement when you need it.
Above all, hold onto hope and believe in yourself. You have already overcome so much, and you have the strength and resilience to overcome whatever challenges lie ahead. Keep moving forward, one step at a time, and know that brighter days are ahead.
Man I wish men knew such pure love. Or most women knew this pure love... But alas it's a diamond rarely found..
N here u are.. the diamond in the living.. n regretting to be one.
Reminds me of a couple of lines of shayari by jaun Elia: "yaaro kuchh to haal sunao uski Qayamat baaho ka..
Wo Jo simat te honge unme wo to mar jaate honge.."
Though logic would say u should be full of pride n yet u have no pride of having pure love...
So dear young lover, all my advice for u is : have pride in your love for your parents, hv pride in ur love for ur religion, hv pride in ur love for that boy...
U r the one he must fight for n not the other way around. I hope u understand this simple thing.